Lightweight
Told you I'd be back. :)
Yesterday's post was melodramatic at best, and while I still feel that way today, let's keep things a bit lighter today, shall we?
Speaking of lighter, that's exactly what I want to become. Lighter in weight, I mean. I think I topped 135 lbs earlier this year, and that's alarming, especially for someone who's 4'8 short.
I love food. I used to gorge and binge like there's no tomorrow, and I never exercised. I hated walking. I'm not really sure, but last month, I decided that I didn't want to see myself at 160 lbs. -_-
So my sister and I decided to sign up for gym membership. Kind of expensive for me, and although I realize it was sales talk, I can't forget what the gym manager told me: if you don't start now, when do you plan to? I certainly had no plans of waiting until I've ballooned to 160 lbs or beyond.
I've lost 4lbs so far, and I have to say my progress is slow and steady. It is absolute torture for me to see cakes and candies and yummy food and turn away from those. Especially for someone who used to have a huge appetite like me.
I'm hungry all the time, but I'm kind of getting used to ignoring hunger pangs. Don't worry, I'm not starving myself. I've just sort of learned how to control not eating all the time.
I really wish this would work out.
I want to be the skinny bitch for once. Haha.
Yesterday's post was melodramatic at best, and while I still feel that way today, let's keep things a bit lighter today, shall we?
Speaking of lighter, that's exactly what I want to become. Lighter in weight, I mean. I think I topped 135 lbs earlier this year, and that's alarming, especially for someone who's 4'8 short.
I love food. I used to gorge and binge like there's no tomorrow, and I never exercised. I hated walking. I'm not really sure, but last month, I decided that I didn't want to see myself at 160 lbs. -_-
So my sister and I decided to sign up for gym membership. Kind of expensive for me, and although I realize it was sales talk, I can't forget what the gym manager told me: if you don't start now, when do you plan to? I certainly had no plans of waiting until I've ballooned to 160 lbs or beyond.
I've lost 4lbs so far, and I have to say my progress is slow and steady. It is absolute torture for me to see cakes and candies and yummy food and turn away from those. Especially for someone who used to have a huge appetite like me.
I'm hungry all the time, but I'm kind of getting used to ignoring hunger pangs. Don't worry, I'm not starving myself. I've just sort of learned how to control not eating all the time.
I really wish this would work out.
I want to be the skinny bitch for once. Haha.