Update
Okay, well...I never write in here. My lack of updating really shows that my whole purpose of having a livejournal is defeated. Hm...don't have much to update on. I'm doing pretty bad in school lately. It's not like me at all and is really stressing me out. It's taking a toll on me physically, emotionally, and mentally. I just procrastinate and not do anything anymore. I'd rather just stay in bed, not really talk to anybody all day long and sleep than go to class and socialize. It's really wierd actually. I haven't felt like this in a really long time. Even though it sounds like my social life is going down the drain, it really isn't at all. My friends and I have been closer than ever and I actually have more things to do now. I'm not always gettin' "fucked up" anymore. Don't need that as much now to just have a fun, chill time. Money's running low as of now, so I don't really have enough money to be gettin' blown and drunk outta my mind anyway. Things in the "romance department" are just kinda there right now. Not moving too forward, but not at a constant standstill. I've been talking to this guy a whole lot more now. His name will remain secret, but he's really cool. I'm not too sure if I'd really want a relationship with him right now, just because I'm not sure if we'd be good together as more than friends. I like him, sure, but I don't know how he feels. Eh, it doesn't matter so much. I guess because I've been bummed about Brandon. We haven't talked in weeks and it really hurts me. We were so close, I just never knew if he liked me for sure or not. I assumed so, just because we hung out EVERY day and he was so nice. We just drifted apart. I don't think it was all him, it was kinda me too. I think I just got too tired of analyzing whether or not he was interested. I just liked him too much and it was eating away at me. It STILL really hurts, but I'm moving on. I just wish I could hear from him when he's sober or...I don't know. Other than that, I'm excited for sxsw! Spring break is definitely gonna be good. Well, I am really drifting off to sleep now. I just felt the urge to write in here for some reason.