Uncertainty
I hate dealing with uncertainty. Today has just been such a wierd day. Well, actually, the past few weeks have actually been pretty wierd all together. I'm back at school now...not really sure of how I'm putting up with schoolwork and friends and such. My daily horoscope today says, "As you move out of this depressed state, be graceful that you let yourself feel it." I don't rely on horoscopes too much, but I think this can be true. I just want to look forward to the future right now. I've been dealing with this guy I like, and all of these other wierd things right now, and it's just bothersome. Sometimes I feel like I rely on another person's love to get me by, but that's not totally wrong, I think. I just want to get away from Incarnate Word for a while. I don't want to have to deal with the people here that I don't really wanna deal with, if that makes any sense. It's so hard not knowing how other people feel about you. Love interests, or friends...it's just hard. I'm really unsure of this guy I've been talking to a lot. I like him so much, but I'm not so sure the feeling is mutual. It's bothering me, and I'm really just thinking of forgetting about the whole situation. He gives me mixed signals, and frankly, I really don't have enough time to figure him out. So much uncertainty. And the battery to this laptop is dying, so I have to get off.