Dec 10, 2004 11:58
Im depressed.. I feel like all I do is work and sleep. 2-9 is a huge chunk out of my day. and not to mention I work on the weekend at the mall.. so I really have no time.. I havent seem my mom mom in about what 3 months? She is going to be pissed at me when I finally get there.
Chris and I keep fighting about what we are getting eachother for Christmas.. He has no clue I however have it all planned out and ready to pack it up. Hes been so cute lately and I know it wont last.. I give it a week or two and he will pull him normal stunts of ignoring me or not talking to me and the lame excuses.
Its raining out ...again.. and Its making me sad and depressed. It gets dark at 4pm and its raining Im going insane I need a trip to the beach to Flordia, Hawaii.. ANYTHING TAKE ME!!!!!
I feel bad when Im with my friends Im not all there..My head is off in la la land almost all the time. They will talk to me about the problems they have or something going on and I hear them.. but at the same time.. its like an echo in my head its not sinking in and it just bounces out another ear.
I think its just the fact that its the same thing all the time everytime. The way I am I have to be amused 24-7 or I get bored and annoyed and flip out.. Hmm... reminds me of someone.. that does that all the time and is just like me? hmm wonder who?
Well, I have work soon. I should get off and get ready not that I will I have shopping to do. Talk to everyone later.. Bye - Tine