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OK so I figured somthing out the other night sitting talking to my friend Amanda.. That I dont wanna date anyone for a long time right now I dont want anyone in my life... and I hate to say that but I dont.. I see the crap my friends are going threw.. with the people they love, either they are fighting with them or they are upset that they arent around or something...
I just wanna be by myself I dont want ANYTHING to get me down right now.. for once Im happy Im not chaseing after someone or not upset someone is screwing me over.. If u liked me or thought something was going on... Im sorry I truely am..
But I dont want it anymore.. the hurt the pain of rejection. Always pleaseing another person and not myself.. I need time for me.. and if I hurt someone on the way Im sorry but I have to. OK thats it.. and HI TO STEPHY WHEN SHE READS THIS!!!!! hehe
I just wanna be by myself I dont want ANYTHING to get me down right now.. for once Im happy Im not chaseing after someone or not upset someone is screwing me over.. If u liked me or thought something was going on... Im sorry I truely am..
But I dont want it anymore.. the hurt the pain of rejection. Always pleaseing another person and not myself.. I need time for me.. and if I hurt someone on the way Im sorry but I have to. OK thats it.. and HI TO STEPHY WHEN SHE READS THIS!!!!! hehe