bored and lonely
I hope the weekend passes nicely, as it should, and that come Monday I’ll receive the attention I have been seeking in regards to full time employment. I am hoping for further experience in the work force as well as a regular income that is of a useful amount and insurance. With the two outcomes of my employment I am hoping to begin making payments on a vehicle and to pay insurance on a vehicle and also to make payments using dental insurance on braces. It’s exciting. I know. I now face a long lonely weekend and all I hope to transpire on Monday may or may not. I cannot be for sure. How to stay entertained over the weekend. I can’t drink with these damn meds and I know that for sure would help pass the time for two reasons… drinking would provide… slight distance from myself [I am applying far too much pressure on myself constantly]… distance from counting the passing hours… and last… I would be more easily amused by any given form of entertainment. Instead, I will be awake, restless, and lonely.