i am in such a fuckin bad mood....grrrrr. i hate this bs. i hate it! why the fuck does everything always fuck up? as soon as i get that feeling inside, its all down hill from there. what the fuck? it happened before and now its happening again...bro i stayed when noone else would. i fucking made him such a better person....but one fucking inch and ( Read more... )

Im back on Lj....lol...I was reading my old shyt and i am very interesting...lol. So I thought that i wouldnt deprive anyone of my interesting-ness.lol

today was the funeral...dont know how i feel inside. but its time for me to leave lj...lots of memories...love u all. see u on the flip side

going to the keys to de stress...when i get back on the 3rd i move into my apt and hopefully the past will stay in the past.

it seems like all anyone is talking about is drama now adays...and "oh feel sorry for me cuz i got a splinter in my hand"...this is such bullshit...what about death? and when ur gone? there is no one to care? right? so fuck u and ur pathetic attempts to get some type of delayed childhood attention. there is much more to life...and i dont want ( Read more... )

i am so sorry every1 who is trying to get in touch with me...ive been at the hospital all day and night with mary. she is dieing and that sucks. i only have a couple secs to write...but i am ok, still alive, and ill call every one when i get out.

so i am having so much trouble with will and his girlfriend right now. today i almost had a panic attack because he is stressing me out so much. so 2 days ago i get a message from him saying "why the fuck did u tell tifany that i dont like her and i hate her and ur such a bitch and i fucking hope u die- blah blah blah"...so i left him a message ( Read more... )

id like to run away from u....thats what im good at...but if u dont come to find me i will die

my insecurities could eat me alive...i cant believe this is it. these are the best years of my life? I GOT JIPPED! i want to go back to 10th grade. do u think that when we die, we relive our memories? i hope so...because life is so REAL now. im never going to have a summer off. im never going to be as beautiful as i am now...im never going to get ( Read more... )