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"Break it down again. No more sleepy dreaming."

tinhuviel May 09, 2015 14:49

The other day, I came across this article - and soon found myself in awe of the information the piece provided. It’s an image-heavy article, which means this post will also be image-heavy. I’m not copy-pasting the text, so I strongly suggest clicking this telling image to be taken to the full write-up, especially if you’ve had a breakdown, know ( Read more... )

friends, physics, depression, guilt, string theory, death, spirituality, philosophy, family, sims, anxiety, loss, agnosticism, grief, misanthropy, artificial intelligence, nihilism, belief, atheism, reality, psychology, ghosts, deism, dreams, nervous breakdown, virtual reality, cosmology, rant

Craggy 2005

tinhuviel Apr 12, 2015 01:28

We would go up to Craggy Dome at least once year to pay our respects to Granny.

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grief, suicide, granny, death, family, blue ridge parkway, aunt tudi, craggy gardens

You Know You've Gone beyond Bitch-slapping the Skids of Life, when Your First Thought of the Day Is.

tinhuviel Dec 28, 2014 13:17

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grief, frustration, suicide, over it, i suck at life, guilt, bed linens, pain, fawlty towers, fail

Atheism Reaffirmed

tinhuviel Dec 16, 2014 22:05

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theism, grief, faith, prayer, crisis of faith, spirituality, philosophy, atheism, opinions, magick, religion, agnosticism, ethics

Thank You

tinhuviel Aug 16, 2014 23:31

If you are seeing this post, you are counted amongst many people who embraced me three years ago this month, as well as all of you who've stuck by me since then. I may be abrasive, contrary, stubborn, and generally unpleasant, but I try to never be ungrateful. So, thank you.

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grief, friends, tribe, death, gratitude

Forgive Me

tinhuviel May 24, 2014 15:09

Today, Aunt Tudi would have turned 70 years old ( Read more... )

grief, regret, aunt tudi

Things and Stuff

tinhuviel Nov 29, 2012 09:58

I trawled through previous posts of LJ friends and tried to post comments as much as possible. I feel like I'm neglecting everyone, not that my involvement means anything. I'm usually very involved on Facebook, because it's more friendly to media and that's what I'm focused on mostly right now. I desperately try to find amusing things in my life ( Read more... )

grief, heater, money, mother_unit, psychiatrist, lj friends

Thanksgiving

tinhuviel Nov 21, 2012 12:54

I am finding it pretty impossible to observe Thanksgiving this year.

How do you celebrate a day of thanks when you can't find anything to be thankful for, and you don't know whom or what you'd be thanking for it anyway? I dunno. It seems pretty futile to me.

grief, thanksgiving

Agnosticism

tinhuviel Nov 09, 2012 19:31

When I was a very young child, starting around the age of 4, my dream was to be a nun. I just wanted to go around singing to people and healing them, have a personal relationship with god, and wear a fashionable veil. That bubble was burst when I found out I wasn't Catholic. So I figured preacher might be a better fit anyway. That bubble was ( Read more... )

grief, religion, spirituality, therapy

Therapy Session 2

tinhuviel Oct 02, 2012 20:52

So I went to my second therapy session today. John, the therapist, is pretty groovy. He's a total Hippie, anti-establishment, laid-back like whoa. He seems to think I'm on the right track as far as seeking anything and everything that will make me laugh, saying the effort will balance out the grief. I told him the only problem I have with my ( Read more... )

grief, misanthropy, therapy