I secretly wish I looked like Halle Berry
Unghh... I-hurt-everywhere...
I hate working out. I skipped yesterday, and over did it today, I'm off to a great start. The gym was a little crowded today and I got sandwiched between all these tall, thin girls, and suddenly I just had to go faster than them- I had to prove that I wasn't beneath them. Now I hurt, really hurt. When I got off the treadmill I got dizzy and had trouble walking. I really hate being in this place- where I hate to look at myself. And I have to pass every major fast food chain on my way to work: MacDonald's, Wendy's, Taco Time, Taco Bell, KFC, even Pizza Hut. Everything is represented except Burger King. It's so pathetic that I've counted them.
I've been a lot more confident these last few months and I thought I was ready for this, but now I'm not so sure...
At least Anthropology was cool today. We ended up having a discussion about Monday's discussion- about the importance of leaving all ethnocentric tendencies behind. It helped that several of the bible thumpers didn't show. Hopefully, they won't come back. Then we talked about why humans universally have music and dance. I don't think it's ever going to be the challenging class I wish I had, but I do find it interesting. I think I'm actually looking forward to Friday.
Makeup class in two hours! Then D&D! And no work... I think Wednesdays are my new favorite day, even with the body image angst.
I hate working out. I skipped yesterday, and over did it today, I'm off to a great start. The gym was a little crowded today and I got sandwiched between all these tall, thin girls, and suddenly I just had to go faster than them- I had to prove that I wasn't beneath them. Now I hurt, really hurt. When I got off the treadmill I got dizzy and had trouble walking. I really hate being in this place- where I hate to look at myself. And I have to pass every major fast food chain on my way to work: MacDonald's, Wendy's, Taco Time, Taco Bell, KFC, even Pizza Hut. Everything is represented except Burger King. It's so pathetic that I've counted them.
I've been a lot more confident these last few months and I thought I was ready for this, but now I'm not so sure...
At least Anthropology was cool today. We ended up having a discussion about Monday's discussion- about the importance of leaving all ethnocentric tendencies behind. It helped that several of the bible thumpers didn't show. Hopefully, they won't come back. Then we talked about why humans universally have music and dance. I don't think it's ever going to be the challenging class I wish I had, but I do find it interesting. I think I'm actually looking forward to Friday.
Makeup class in two hours! Then D&D! And no work... I think Wednesdays are my new favorite day, even with the body image angst.