Hello again. Let so for those who want the update on where we are with Six Apart's corporate cleanup of livejournal. They have claimed to restore all of the livejournals wrongly deleted, but they haven't. Here:
http://community.livejournal.com/innocence_jihad/139850.html#cutid1 is a list of all the communities WE currently know of that have not been reinstated and should be. (Actually all of the communities and journals pedo or not should be allowed by free speech rights unless the journals were inciting or instructing, however we're just talking about communities and users who were obviously writing fiction, had disclaimers, discussing legal issues, or had some otherwise execption that makes them not pedos). If you have any to add to the list either comment at the jihad or comment here and I will add them myself. Thanks for your help.
Emma's graduation was hectic and trying. I hate those sort of things though. Mom always gets fiesty from all the cleaning and preparations. Emma always acts like and over entitled diva. At least the food was good and mom didn't yell. I'm a little depressed about my job life as adults seem to have a way to make that happen. They seem to think a job is the end all be all. Honestly, it's a paycheck and as long as I can leave work at work I don't give a fuck what I'm doing anymore. I'm happy with my yoga and meditation and writings and talking to people on the online. Sharing and learning together with people who have similar goals can really be enough for me.
Speaking of which I didn't do my yoga this morning because I was too tired to get up. I know I should show more discipline, but I was up late last night. I deserve a little slack now and then. I'll pick it up tommorrow.
I had such a tiring weekend that I'm not ready to go back to work. I miss Zac and I'm sorry I didn't get to see him. I haven't gotten to hear hear from Kathleen (though other than her concerns about Washington, I'm sure she is sunshiny). I'm tired from all the moving and preparation and stress. Plus I'm alittle grumpy about all the dissing of my generation I had to endure. Its true we do as a generation feel over entitled and demand a lot of awards and "you're awesome" reminders. It's also true that we are changing how businesses are run to be more accodating to keeping our generation's ego in check and we don't expect to have to do more to get what we want. However, I don't think I'm like that and I know in some ways the fact that I want people to acknowledge that only proves their point about my generations demands. They feel I and others shouldn't act like that and the fact that we desire praise for doing what we should do is the whole problem. However the flip side of this is that its hard to listen to people slam you by generalizing your generation and have them make no acknowledgement that you and your actions are not the problem, its the majority of your generation but not you. I don't know, maybe I really do need the same extras everyone else needs. To be honest though, if that's true that I crave the same sort of award seeking praise as others than I should be really depressed all the time cause I don't run in circles of perform actions that get lots of outward praise. The gratitude or appreciation can be implied or maybe assumed but it isn't usually verbalized. Oh well maybe I'm just sleep and stressed and this conversation go on my last nerve it isn't really that big a deal anyway. Everyone meant well...probably.