I cant sleep. The two things that seem to be keeping me awake are: 1.) short stories about possible reasons why some guy just knocked on our door at 2:30am and then walked away when he heard our demon dog barking and 2.) memories of my early childhood, when we lived in Missouri, right around the time that my Dad left ( Read more... )

I had forgotten how much I loved the movie "An American Tale," until I plugged it in for the kids today. Goosebumps raised on my skin and tears began to creep up on me when I heard the opening melody. Flashes of me as a girl, swept through my head. I sat in my room for hours, practicing songs that I never intended to perform - I just loved ( Read more... )

I'm finding myself less motivated to keep up with my projects or journal or just creativity in general. I think its just because I cant find a center in my relationships. I havn't been able to find the peace to just sit in my room by myself with my own thoughts because my thoughts scare the shit out of me. They worry me. They make me angry.

I'm ( Read more... )

Why do I find myself digging ( Read more... )