Life is just screwed up!!!!

May 09, 2005 10:19

Okay sorry you guys it might seem like I'm yelling at you but I'm not I'm just in a really bad mood. I mean with what happened Friday (Ben trying to commit Suicide) and then people blaming this all on me to this day. I dont even know how I can survive.

Well OI wrote a poem the other day and I wanted to put it in here but noooooo I had to forget it and leave it at home. God life just sucks and I believe god needs to take the stick out of his ass and make our lives better not worse. i mean all because his life is messing up right now (if he even exists) doesnt mean he needs to make ours suck to.

Well I went to go toalk to my friend Adam to see if he could cheer me up because I sill feel like I caused Ben to try and commit suicide but noooo Adam had to be and ass and tell me it basically was my fault. GOD I REALLY LOVE THE SUPPORT ADAM!!!!!!!

okay i am done ranting and yelling I'm going to have a ciggarette I need one. Yes, some of you might get mad at me for having one but I need it badly right now or I'm just goign to start strangling something to death.

bye you guys.
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