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Hey you guys sorry I havent posted in awhile I've just been piled with a bunch of crap right now. A lot of you already know what it is but a lkot of you dont so here I'll tell you.
Well Friday Ben followed me home and then we got to my house he layed the guilt trip on me. God like I didnt have enough problems in my life. Well Saturday I ran from my house and went to Frank's house because I needed to talk to someone and yes I would have called you guys but yeah didnt want to and I will tell you guys why tommorie.
Well my mom found out why me and Ben broke up and I swear she can take sides very easily, but see the thing is she didnt take my side at all she took Ben's side. Yes, I admit I hurt him but you know what he told me I looked happier with Frank so I side fine because he dumped me and then I didnt want to hurt him again or I didnt want to get hurt again so I said fine. Well Ben out of pure anger, or thats what I think, told my mom that I was dating Frank and she wasnt suppose to know and she wasnt because she doesnt like him even though she doesnt know him.
God I can rant all night if I wanted to but I'm just going to go to bed and prepare for school tommorie and maybe Frank will break up with me because I hate doing this to him he needs to be with someone that he can actually date and be happy with, and I dont believe thats me. But hey, maybe I am just ment to be alone.
Well Friday Ben followed me home and then we got to my house he layed the guilt trip on me. God like I didnt have enough problems in my life. Well Saturday I ran from my house and went to Frank's house because I needed to talk to someone and yes I would have called you guys but yeah didnt want to and I will tell you guys why tommorie.
Well my mom found out why me and Ben broke up and I swear she can take sides very easily, but see the thing is she didnt take my side at all she took Ben's side. Yes, I admit I hurt him but you know what he told me I looked happier with Frank so I side fine because he dumped me and then I didnt want to hurt him again or I didnt want to get hurt again so I said fine. Well Ben out of pure anger, or thats what I think, told my mom that I was dating Frank and she wasnt suppose to know and she wasnt because she doesnt like him even though she doesnt know him.
God I can rant all night if I wanted to but I'm just going to go to bed and prepare for school tommorie and maybe Frank will break up with me because I hate doing this to him he needs to be with someone that he can actually date and be happy with, and I dont believe thats me. But hey, maybe I am just ment to be alone.