And the rest of the week doesn't look to be any better. Work stuff. I have a lot of words and frustration in me and I'll bring it out later. Right now, I'm just tired. I 'finished' work at 6pm.

I kind of want to go for a swim, or a run, or hit a hockey ball against a wall for a bit. I might go do that, get some dinner, come back home. If I feel like ( Read more... )

Struggling with the feeling of achieving nothing.

At one level, I know that's not true. On the other, I feel like whatever I'm doing is just arranging deck chairs on the Titanic, nothing more meaningful.

I've worked with this contracting company for a couple of years now, and they've generally been okay ( Read more... )

Thought of the day: as lovely as the married men I know are, not one of them has ever made me think having a husband would be an advantage. I can see why women in general might want one, I just don't think having one would make my life in any way easier, better, or more enjoyable ( Read more... )

Struggling to complete anything of late.

Writing. Quilting. Gardening.

I guess just struggling generally with life, the universe, and everything.

( all those woes that people don't generally want to hear about )

( cut for anger, frustration, exhaustion, depression, and all the negative things that people don't want interrupting their happy fun fandom things )

It's been one of those weeks. Working, writing, working, writing, dealing with fannish racism and entitlement, dealing with life stuff, working and writing some more ( Read more... )

yuletide assignment is done.

yuletide pinch hit has to be completed in the next 36 hours.

I am le tired and just want to lie down and cry. But my cat wants to cuddle with me, so I think we will go and do that for a while... And I may quietly cry while she purrs.

Exhaustion and stress and uninspiration is getting me down, I think ( Read more... )