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I am offically engaged as of today. I got my ring.
I didnt tell him. I dont really want him to know. I dont know how he would take it. Maybe I am just flattering myself to much...for all I know he would be fine with it.
I dont know how I will say "I do" when the day comes. Because half my heart is, and always will be with someone else.
I know I just sound like a teenage drama queen but u would understand if u could feel the way I did for just one day. Its anguish, pain, turmoile, and anger mostly twords myself. I either cant sleep thinking about it or I sleep to much just trying to block it out.
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SDMF
I didnt tell him. I dont really want him to know. I dont know how he would take it. Maybe I am just flattering myself to much...for all I know he would be fine with it.
I dont know how I will say "I do" when the day comes. Because half my heart is, and always will be with someone else.
I know I just sound like a teenage drama queen but u would understand if u could feel the way I did for just one day. Its anguish, pain, turmoile, and anger mostly twords myself. I either cant sleep thinking about it or I sleep to much just trying to block it out.
Signed
SDMF