Sep 06, 2004 08:58
I GOT SCREWED! And Im not talking in the good way.
About three weeks ago I took over for a friend at a company to do some computer work. Not liking the job that much I still went even though I didnt enjoy the minnumbing silence I did enjoy the peacefulness. There was no arguing with anyone and everyone seemed to like me. Now here is the great part in all this...I knew the job was temporary however....I assumed it would last me more then a friggen week and a half. Well when I called my friends dad later in search of a better explanition sadly he could only tell me that basically somone in the office had spare time so they figured they might as well have her do it and terminate the outside help idea. Well now school starts in about two or three days and I am jobless. I needed this job untill I was atleast 17 which is September 19th so it wasnt that far away. By law if you have dropped out of school you must have a job up untill you are 17, if you fail to do this truency papers are handed out and you will be taken to court. So now that you see my side of maybe you will now all join me in a big FUCK YOU to boekel industries. Oh and did I mention anywhere in here that I tunred down a job that I would probably still have TODAY for this other job. I assumed I would be working and making enough that I wouldnt need the other job and that since I would probably be making more at Boekel that I should just go with that, So now everyone can join me in another big FUCK YOU BOEKEL! In my opinion it was shitty what they did to me and they screwed me!
The other day I get a phone call asking if I am engaged, and well for those of you who dont know.....I am. But the point is to this is that we used to be amazing friends, we did everything together and from this day till the day I die I will stand by my beliefe that this is not nor will it ever be who you are. But anyway you call and ask me if I am engaged...well yes...I am......but hey lets not talk about anything else just get your answer and run. Hey maybe im wrong for typing this....I mean maybe its been so long that we have nothing in common and nothing to say to each other anymore....in which case that is very sad. I think its wrong that your mom still keeps you cooped up in ur house because you know you would be welcome here anytime...but the day she lets you here will be the day im dead. You were a free spirit and I don't think it was the drugs that did anything to you. I think it was the family situation. i will admit there were times we took things way to far with some stuff, but you cant tell me that some of the best times ever were not with luis, john and I in that god forsaken basement. You cant tell me you dont remember the time we had to go food shopping for my mom on coke and you had to ask the guy where the prunes were, all the times we watched blow and did blow, all the beer we drank,and do u remember the first night in the basement?? when we cleaned it? eh well... most importantly how we were all one big family....one big happy family. Hey and maybe you still have that with other friends but you will never be replaced or forgotten in my mind. and I just wanted you to know that.
Now everyone fights, no one gets along anymore, no one wants to get a long anymore, were all still friends but we have drifted apart at the same time. And the happy family is just a memory, the happy family we were seems like compleatly different people then what we are today.
today is going to be a sad day