Sep 01, 2004 08:28
I almost died yesterday looking into his eyes
I almost cried yesterday gazing into his eyes
I almost feel the way I did when he left me behind
I almost let it kill me, the pain inside from looking at his smile
Its true I almost did die yesterday looking into his eyes, he is so smart and he willbe goin to college studing music to become a producer. His love for music is as strong as mine.
You cant possibly feel the pain of loving two people at once. I wish it upon no one. I believe now that it is possible for one person to love two people. but it is almost inpossible to bare when u know it will kill someone emotionally in the end.
I dont wanna tell him but I have to. He needs to know i still love him, but that in the end we could never be.
this sounds so mellow dramatic. but its how I feel and it had to be said.
Signed
Lex