81... starting to stress more...

Aug 21, 2012 16:02

two months, two weeks, and a handful of days.

My weight is refusing to go down. I can deal with that for my dress since it'll have the corset back and can be tightened or loosened as necessary, I can't for the dress for Djali's wedding who weeks before mine. Apparently with work I'm burning a ton of calories and not taking enough in, putting my body into starvation (translation STORAGE) mode. I'm so frustrated. And working out will only make it worse >.< I'm not hungry either, I eat at meal times and a few snacks throughout the day, I'm going to end up having to pig out at dinner to make the healthy calorie count and that's not good for you either. lose-lose situation.

only one of my girls has a dress ordered. Jenn found one she liked and hopefully can buy off the rack, still nothing for his sister (which will have to be altered since she is rail-thin) or my sister yet.

I got my lanterns done for the centerpieces, I don't like how the inside of them looks. They're open topped so you can see right in and where I taped everything together, looks crappy to me. Might have to make a top now too >.<

Need to start ordering more things but no money to. Need to get favors and a few things from online for decorating. I need to get SHOES. And any other under-dress essentials. Before my first fitting. Which is in about 5 weeks. We had more unexpected bills pop up and we're flat broke. We'd be screwed if I didn't have my crappy ass job. Which I think I start this week on my own, which should mean more money, which is good. but sucky at the same time.

His side of the family is really dragging their damn feet with RSVPing. Some of mine too, but not nearly the same extent. We have to have our floor plan submitted soon. I asked people please RSVP by September 1 because I OH CRAP I said September 1. I meant October 1. crap crap CRAP. Wedding website updated... damnit. So if our floorplan is due 30 days out, Oct 1 will work as a cutoff. Crap. DAMNIT. I know the months of the year, really I do ;p No wonder nobody is answering ;p

I guess I have a little more time than I thought I did, I just see that number of days going down and I'm freaking out about getting everything done and paid for. I should be working on a project now I'm sure. Can't afford the material for the wraps yet, I can work on bouquets and the final coat on the flower girl basket, after he gets paid I can mail stuff to Cindy, he's been working on the music bless the man.

Screw chicken, I think I want spaghetti tonight.
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