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I honestly don't see the point of this. I haven't done any school work in so long, yet I feel like I am still okay in all of my classes. Except maybe history because of that midterm. Before it was bearable because I was happy with my social life. Now, I don't even really like that. School is pointless. And I don't feel like anyone really cares here. It's all on the surface. No one really knows me, and I realized why now. I don't let people into my life, and it's because they wouldn't understand. I have a little, and it's all just a joke. And I don't even get to explain, or try to make them understand.
The worst part is, I don't know what I'd do if I wasn't here. I don't feel like this is what I want to do, but I don't see myself doing anything else. I feel like I'd just go home and work at the outback and live at home. And go crazy. That's one of the reasons I left. And I'm doing so much to claim residency here to probably just leave afterwards. I feel like I'm dragging. Slowly I am just getting to the routine where I'm not happy. I try to stay optimistic, and as a whole I am happy. I do like it here. I'm definitely not miserable or anything. But I just don't see the point of college in general.
No matter where I am. I read through all of the majors, and the only one I want to do is Music, and I can't because you have to audition, but I can't make a composition of tracks until I know how to do it, which would require me to take classes to know how, but I can't take those classes because they are only open to music majors and minors.
I want my guitar
and a little towely
or a spliff.
yeahhhh take me home from here
The worst part is, I don't know what I'd do if I wasn't here. I don't feel like this is what I want to do, but I don't see myself doing anything else. I feel like I'd just go home and work at the outback and live at home. And go crazy. That's one of the reasons I left. And I'm doing so much to claim residency here to probably just leave afterwards. I feel like I'm dragging. Slowly I am just getting to the routine where I'm not happy. I try to stay optimistic, and as a whole I am happy. I do like it here. I'm definitely not miserable or anything. But I just don't see the point of college in general.
No matter where I am. I read through all of the majors, and the only one I want to do is Music, and I can't because you have to audition, but I can't make a composition of tracks until I know how to do it, which would require me to take classes to know how, but I can't take those classes because they are only open to music majors and minors.
I want my guitar
and a little towely
or a spliff.
yeahhhh take me home from here