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This snow day really came at the perfect time. I only had 4 hours of sleep and I had a test I didn't get to study for and homework still wasn't done. Thank you God!
Thanksgiving was unbelievably crazy and fun...
Me, Shayna and Kaylee
Shayna, Kaylee, Me, Allie
Aunt Carol & Uncle Tom
There's no cuter kid in the world
Uncle John
Best friendsss
Whose idea was this? lol
Whip Cream
Whip Cream
Whip Cream. Believe me, she didn't win
Sarah,Ryan,Katie,Meghan,Nathan
Me.Monique,Catie,Emma
Bryce,Shayna,Allie,Kaylee
Cousins<3
What did I find so funny?
lol, Oh the older man in these is not a cousin, he's just holding the baby
Stark family minus Jeff
Katie, Meghan, Sarah
Allie,Shayna,Me,Kay, Em
Sistery love
Yea...I don't even know
lmao Em's face. My boobs. They look huge
That was thanksgiving. Kay spent the night before Thanksgiving, Emma spent the night of thanksgiving. Friday I was with friends. Saturday more people spent the night at my house...lmao I'm still saying you can't blame me for what I say at 4am! HONESTLY
We came accross interesting books in my basement...
hahahah
I can't even believe it's December. This year is already zooming along. Life moves too fast. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. And I'm not sure if it's because the holidays are coming that lead me to this or just because so much time has passed.
The feeling of guilt is really one of the single worst feelings in the world.
I'm not a good friend this year. Yes I'm maintaining some friendships wonderfully but I've let several close friendships drift away. And I'm worried that it's gotton to this point where it's unfixable. Gosh, I'd rather tell the people who this is targeting individually but I'm not good with the speaking my feelings things. I hate that I bitched at people for not calling me enough and making enough effort to hang out with me when now, I do the exact same thing. It's always someone else calling me and asking to hang out. I'm not making any effort. And it kills me because I know it's bothering other people. And I can keep saying it, how I'm not around enough but saying isn't enough. I need to act on it. I just don't know how. I don't have spare time during the school week. I'm struggling and working my ass off to just get B's. What I need are A's. But that's off the topic. I don't have free time for going out during the week or for random phone calls. When did I become so cold? Friends used to be before everything. I hate that I've ended friendships because they didn't make enough effort. I hate that I've become the type of friend I used to get mad at. I wonder if it's too late to try to fix things
So Christmas is coming and I'm so excited. It's going to mean so much more this year. The past 2 Christmas's I had no reason for celebrating it and now it has a purpose. I'm so grateful I regained my faith during Mission Montana. I really don't know how many times I can say that.
Plus my birthday will soon follow. And I'm looking forward to break! Eeeee
Thanksgiving was unbelievably crazy and fun...
Me, Shayna and Kaylee
Shayna, Kaylee, Me, Allie
Aunt Carol & Uncle Tom
There's no cuter kid in the world
Uncle John
Best friendsss
Whose idea was this? lol
Whip Cream
Whip Cream
Whip Cream. Believe me, she didn't win
Sarah,Ryan,Katie,Meghan,Nathan
Me.Monique,Catie,Emma
Bryce,Shayna,Allie,Kaylee
Cousins<3
What did I find so funny?
lol, Oh the older man in these is not a cousin, he's just holding the baby
Stark family minus Jeff
Katie, Meghan, Sarah
Allie,Shayna,Me,Kay, Em
Sistery love
Yea...I don't even know
lmao Em's face. My boobs. They look huge
That was thanksgiving. Kay spent the night before Thanksgiving, Emma spent the night of thanksgiving. Friday I was with friends. Saturday more people spent the night at my house...lmao I'm still saying you can't blame me for what I say at 4am! HONESTLY
We came accross interesting books in my basement...
hahahah
I can't even believe it's December. This year is already zooming along. Life moves too fast. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. And I'm not sure if it's because the holidays are coming that lead me to this or just because so much time has passed.
The feeling of guilt is really one of the single worst feelings in the world.
I'm not a good friend this year. Yes I'm maintaining some friendships wonderfully but I've let several close friendships drift away. And I'm worried that it's gotton to this point where it's unfixable. Gosh, I'd rather tell the people who this is targeting individually but I'm not good with the speaking my feelings things. I hate that I bitched at people for not calling me enough and making enough effort to hang out with me when now, I do the exact same thing. It's always someone else calling me and asking to hang out. I'm not making any effort. And it kills me because I know it's bothering other people. And I can keep saying it, how I'm not around enough but saying isn't enough. I need to act on it. I just don't know how. I don't have spare time during the school week. I'm struggling and working my ass off to just get B's. What I need are A's. But that's off the topic. I don't have free time for going out during the week or for random phone calls. When did I become so cold? Friends used to be before everything. I hate that I've ended friendships because they didn't make enough effort. I hate that I've become the type of friend I used to get mad at. I wonder if it's too late to try to fix things
So Christmas is coming and I'm so excited. It's going to mean so much more this year. The past 2 Christmas's I had no reason for celebrating it and now it has a purpose. I'm so grateful I regained my faith during Mission Montana. I really don't know how many times I can say that.
Plus my birthday will soon follow. And I'm looking forward to break! Eeeee