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We're approaching probably one of the best and worst weeks of the year.
I'm aiming for best
Why do parents tell you they're buying two cars and that one of them is going to be yours? And that they're doing it asap. And then they tell you they don't want to buy you a car. Thanks for making me excited and being and idiot and telling people! The 2nd half is my fault. I'm not allowed to drive any car now. But my mom said they're not getting me a car untill I get a job. DO YOU SEE THE PROBLEM IN THAT STATEMENT!!! I can not drive to a job unless there's a car accessable to me, and there isn't! Gosh the red car was a peice of shit but it was better than nothing. And now I have to practice driving the black car so I can maybe, just maybe occasionally get the opportunity to drive it. And in the back of my mind I'm thinking maybe they're just tricking me, so on Christmas they'll really be a car and it will be a total suprise. But it's not. They're serious. You want to know what's strange? My dad is the one that wants to get me a car and my mom doesn't! The roles have switched! I don't get ittttt
I don't see the big deal. I'd be the one paying for the car!!! And the gas and the insurance! I'd have to make monthly car payments to them and for insurance and gas! I'd be doing the work! Ryan doesn't even pay for insurance and he's a 22year old man! fklgflgifhgduidhusepropembnvnjdf
I'm selfish/spoiled/bratty whatever I'm aware. I would have been completely fine if they just told me from the beginning that wanted to wait on getting me a car or not getting me one. Whatever. But the fact that for the past 2 weeks I thought I was getting one and then my dreams get crashed by a frying pan into my faceeee makes me mad!
I have no freedom as of right now. Everything I do is at the will of them. If I need to go somewhere, I have to take of them with me. HAVE YOU SEEN MY MOM IN THE CAR WITH ME! SHE FLIPS OUT! KIND OF LIKE I AM RIGHT NOW
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FUCK BITCH(except today I mean it)
I have rug burn on my neck
I've only gotton a total of 8 hours of sleep in the last 3 daysssss
Math scares me
I love argyle.
I have OCD. I think.
Maybe I'm a hypochodriac
Maybe I have ADD
Maybe I should go to bed
I'm aiming for best
Why do parents tell you they're buying two cars and that one of them is going to be yours? And that they're doing it asap. And then they tell you they don't want to buy you a car. Thanks for making me excited and being and idiot and telling people! The 2nd half is my fault. I'm not allowed to drive any car now. But my mom said they're not getting me a car untill I get a job. DO YOU SEE THE PROBLEM IN THAT STATEMENT!!! I can not drive to a job unless there's a car accessable to me, and there isn't! Gosh the red car was a peice of shit but it was better than nothing. And now I have to practice driving the black car so I can maybe, just maybe occasionally get the opportunity to drive it. And in the back of my mind I'm thinking maybe they're just tricking me, so on Christmas they'll really be a car and it will be a total suprise. But it's not. They're serious. You want to know what's strange? My dad is the one that wants to get me a car and my mom doesn't! The roles have switched! I don't get ittttt
I don't see the big deal. I'd be the one paying for the car!!! And the gas and the insurance! I'd have to make monthly car payments to them and for insurance and gas! I'd be doing the work! Ryan doesn't even pay for insurance and he's a 22year old man! fklgflgifhgduidhusepropembnvnjdf
I'm selfish/spoiled/bratty whatever I'm aware. I would have been completely fine if they just told me from the beginning that wanted to wait on getting me a car or not getting me one. Whatever. But the fact that for the past 2 weeks I thought I was getting one and then my dreams get crashed by a frying pan into my faceeee makes me mad!
I have no freedom as of right now. Everything I do is at the will of them. If I need to go somewhere, I have to take of them with me. HAVE YOU SEEN MY MOM IN THE CAR WITH ME! SHE FLIPS OUT! KIND OF LIKE I AM RIGHT NOW
jlljfkjfkjdfdklsdfjei
FUCK BITCH(except today I mean it)
I have rug burn on my neck
I've only gotton a total of 8 hours of sleep in the last 3 daysssss
Math scares me
I love argyle.
I have OCD. I think.
Maybe I'm a hypochodriac
Maybe I have ADD
Maybe I should go to bed