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all i can think about is how you said i had changed and i wasnt the same person anymore. you didnt love me anymore because i wasnt the same. the last time i saw you your beard was incredibly bushy and you had a new tattoo. you've been drinking again and you just dont seem the same. but let me just say, i still love you. i really mean that and im sorry if you dont believe me or dont want to hear that. you'll never read this anyway, im sure.
im just really tired. i just wish i could wake up one day and feel okay again. i sleep in my clothes from the previous day and i havent cleaned my room in two months. i sleep as long as possible so i dont have the face the real world. the few joys in my life include summer snow, kickball, going to shows, and sleep. i know, its quite pathetic. im just so tired of this town, so tired of feeling down, just so tired.
i miss you so much. i pray for you every night. please dont forget me.
im just really tired. i just wish i could wake up one day and feel okay again. i sleep in my clothes from the previous day and i havent cleaned my room in two months. i sleep as long as possible so i dont have the face the real world. the few joys in my life include summer snow, kickball, going to shows, and sleep. i know, its quite pathetic. im just so tired of this town, so tired of feeling down, just so tired.
i miss you so much. i pray for you every night. please dont forget me.