Nov 03, 2003 18:16
i love how my dad buys dinner for everyone in the house except me and its my fault. i'm not even a part of this fucking family anymore. why is my life so difficult. i'm a good fucking person. i swear, i get straight A's never ask for anything and this is what i get. what the fuck have i been nice and sweet and geniune for? i have nothing to fucking show for it not in this house atleast. most fucking parents would die for a daughter like me. and all i do is get punished. i honestly think sometimes i was a mistake and i'm not wanted. i might as well be an orphan.