long story, really really long story.
daniel and i got into a fight, which we haven't in a while. i got so upset i didn't even know what to say or do. the whole way home from work we were doing nothing but screaming at each other. he dropped me off at my house and i got out of the car and didn't say a word, didn't even look back. i got inside my house and started balling. a few minutes later my phone rang, it was daniel. i so didn't even expect him to call me because he's so stubborn. he called me and we talked til 1:30 in the morning. i told him that maybe we needed space from eachother and maybe we needed to do our own thing for a while. i thought i needed a break. i expected him to agree to it and get pissed off, but instead it was just the opposite. for about 2 hours he pleaded with me not to break it off, telling me how sorry he was and if he didnt have me he would have nothing. ect... i told him i still think that we didn't need to be together, not right now at least. that took every ounce of strength i had. i never could do it before no matter how upset i was, but somehow i tried to do it this time. he cried, thats the first time i had ever heard him cry before. we got off the phone and i still had intentions of not seeing him. i get a call in the morning and he tells me to come open my door. so half asleep i did. and there he was with a single rose and this look on his face like the world had ended. he came inside. we layed down, talked, and cried. he really does love me. he was so sincere. well to make a long story less long, we made up i guess you can say. and the past two days since have been wonderful. they have honestly been the best two days of my life. "if you love something let it go, and if comes back for sure thats how you know." that is so true, i learned that first hand. so thats the story (an extremely shortened version).