"What scares me is that I'm going to ultimately find out at the end of my life that I'm really not lovable, that I'm not worthy of being loved. That there's something fundamentally wrong with me... & that I wasn't wanted here in the first place." - Demi Moore ( Read more... )

I would NEVER play with someone's feelings. I thought my friends would know me well enough to know that, but I guess not. I'm not the kind who would date around & play around with people if I weren't serious about them. "Playing" isn't my kind of game, simply because I would die if I were played. If I weren't serious about J, I wouldn't have broken ( Read more... )

I must learn to make small talk. I realised it's a skill that is so hard to master. Why does everyone have that skill but I don't? Just like how Shu Ann said oh no I think I rolled my eyes at my interview!!, in the same fashion, I am always rolling my eyes to different degrees when I try to make small talk. For lack of a better conversation started ( Read more... )

I am trying my very best to make my life perfect, will you all stop interrupting me ( Read more... )

I'm doing a double degree; my course takes 5 years, at the least 4.5 years if I rush it. My seniors graduate earlier than I do. & so do my peers. (It only recently occurred to me that majority of the degrees take only 3 years to complete, not 4 years like I used to assume) By the time I graduate, who's going to come for my commencement? My family ( Read more... )

"Hey you know a thing or two about cameras right? I want to get a DSLR but im really noob so i'm not sure which to get.. But definitely entry level.. Maybe i can get tips from you to shoot good pictures cause i wanna prepare for exchange!Aside from the rant that it seems like every other person is getting a dSLR nowadays (I suppose I don't have the ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really hate talking to my dad because he's so stubborn. In the same way I suppose I should try to understand why people get frustrated talking to me sometimes. After a certain amount of deliberating you will start to go around in circles- the only thing you can do is wait for the O's results to be released, then decide from there. If ( Read more... )

1. Who are you to tell me not to check the (closed) toilet cubicle for people just because you have already checked it & you deem it locked; don't deny me of my toilet-cubicle-checking rights! In any case I hope you were sufficiently embarrassed when 5 minutes late I pulled down the handle & PUSHED the door wwwwiiiide open (the latter of which you ( Read more... )

It feels like there is a lot under my skin, so much pushing against the 101325 Pa of air around me that it feels like it's going to rupture any minute. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere. It feels like everybody has just moved on without me, that if I were to evaporate, people would notice- only for about a day, & then they'd carry on with their ( Read more... )