entry 068 - all summer long [5/14]
Title: All Summer Long
Author: jamie_love13
Beta-Edited: Madison, but not for these coming chapters.
Pairings/Characters: Jared/Jensen, Jensen/Jeff
Word Count: 3,150 Words
Rating: NC-17
Summary: The tension has snapped for Jared and Jensen, creating a situation that Jeff is definitely not too happy about.
Disclaimer: Definitely don't own.
Warnings: SEXXY TIMES, BABEH <3
Notes: Here's Chapter 5, hope you enjoy. Remember, there's 9 chapters left, so it might stay this way for a while. ;) Chapter 6 soon!
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The kiss is feverish, tongues swiping at each other in a battle of dominance. Jared moans into it when he feels Jensen tongue swipe his bottom lip, strengthening his hold on the other man, arching his body into it. When he does that, Jensen moans right back, clinging onto Jared’s face like he’s about to lose him all over again. Jared can feel himself being manoeuvred into one of the rooms, but he’s a little bit busy making out with someone he thought he’d never be making out with ever again, a little bit busy enjoying the kiss like he’d never allow himself to imagine.
“Jen,” he whimpers, nibbling on Jensen’s lip, creating another moan coming from Jensen’s mouth, which just makes Jared get harder. He begins to readjust himself, only to find that in doing so, he aligns himself perfectly with Jensen, who is no doubt as hard as he could possibly be. Jared arches himself into it, moans once more before pushing himself onto the bed, which he could feel through the back of his knees. Instantly, he knows he’s on his bed, and he knows that he should be worry about anyone coming in and walking in on them but Jared doesn’t give a shit, just continues kissing Jensen like it’ll be his last breath, running his hands everywhere he possibly can in the short time he’ll get. All he can feel is fabric though and he doesn’t want that, wants it the fuck off, which Jensen gets immediately when Jared tugs on his shirt.
Jared throws it off of Jensen, throws it across the room before flipping the two of them so that he’s the one on top, quickly kissing down Jensen’s chest, playing with his left nipple, having Jen moan, writher and arch into him and god Jared has missed making Jensen react like this. He tries not to think about that, tries to just think about the sex, think about tonight. He can feel Jensen tugging on his shirt, and he lifts his hands up so Jen can pull the shirt off, which he does quickly, their lips meeting and clashing straight after he does so.
Jared holds himself up with one hand, the other one trailing down Jensen’s body and cupping his balls, causing Jensen to hiss and squirm. Jared grins, pulling on Jensen’s shaft through his pants, knowing the friction between the pants, his hand and Jensen’s dick will make Jensen come early, but Jared knows, just like he knows the back of his palm that Jensen will be up for more, even if he’s drunk, which is normal, especially after ten years of being together.
“Jared, Jared, Jared,” Jensen’s moaning and Jared smiles, kissing between the spot on Jensen’s neck and shoulder, knowing how much Jensen loves that. Jensen’s voice gets louder, his name coming in long breaths, signalling that Jensen is close know, and Jared fastens his movements and making sure to go longer and harder down Jensen’s dick. Within minutes, Jared can feel the cool liquid of Jensen’s come soaking through his pants and Jared moans at that, needing to taste Jensen again after so long. Jared quickly brings Jensen’s pants down, can see the effect that the cool air has on Jensen’s dick and Jared adds to it by blowing on it, which causes Jensen to shudder. After blowing on it for a few seconds, Jared lowers his head slowly, licking a strip down Jensen’s cock, letting the familiar salty tang of his come melt on his tongue, and when Jared looks up at Jensen, sees him looking back, it’s all he can do. He stops the teasing and instead, takes Jensen whole, relaxing his throat so that he can fit all of Jensen’s cock into his mouth, which he never had problems with before, but after a year, things had definitely changed. After a few minutes of adjusting his mouth ratio to Jensen’s dick, he’s finally comfortable enough to start bobbing his head, all the while still looking at Jensen, whose eyes are wide with shock and arousal. Jared can see Jensen gulp and he stops looking at his ex-boyfriend, instead focusing on his dick instead of his amazing eyes. Jared swipes his tongue along Jensen’s slit, can taste the leftover come and the pre-come that’s there and he wants to moan so badly but he’s currently full of Jensen’s cock and he’s never thought that would happen again. He can feel Jensen tugging at his hair and instead of looking up to see what he wants, Jared just swats his hands away and pushes Jensen’s dick further into his mouth, humming as he does it, which just makes Jensen shudder even more. Jared grins and continues to suck, until he feels Jensen scratch at his upper arm but instead of pulling away like Jensen would expect him too, Jared keeps sucking, making sure that when Jensen finally comes, Jared is lapping all of it up with his tongue, positive that none of it gets out of his mouth.
Jared moans at the taste of Jensen, moans at how after all this time, it still tastes incredibly sweet, just a little more bitter, missing something important that Jared can’t really name but knows makes Jensen’s come much sweeter. Jared laps the come up, swallowing it all and when he feels Jensen scratch his arm once more, Jared pops off of his dick and looks at Jensen confused, adrenalin thrumming through his veins thanks to the alcohol and the rush of getting someone off.
“Jared, pants - off, now.” Jensen moans, tugging at Jared’s pants and shrugging out of his own rather quickly. Jared sits there confused for a minute, doesn’t do anything until he hears Jensen growling and clawing at his pants, which is then when he starts getting into action. He kicks off his shoes, and quickly discards his pants, throwing them somewhere over his shoulder and not caring where they land. He can feel Jensen’s hands on him and shakes with the touch, the coldness of Jensen’s hand seeping through his skin and burning his blood.
“Jen-“ He doesn’t continue though, not when he hears Jensen growl one more time and can feel him push him onto the bed, holding himself higher than Jared. Jared looks over at Jensen, lets his eyes stare the older man down, look at the places he hasn’t let himself look at these past two weeks. He finally sees that Jensen is basically the same, just a little skinnier than what he remembers. Jensen’s muscles are still the same though, bulging and perfect and just - Jared feels like he can’t breathe, feels like if he continues with this train of thought, his heart will be ripped out of him and thrown into the ocean of a thousand years from now.
“Please, Jen.” He moans, arching his body into Jensen’s, the throbbing pain in his dick becoming too unbearable for him to stand much longer. He can feel the heat of Jensen’s eyes on him and tries hard not to blush, tries hard to just think about the now that he blushes anyways and looks at Jensen anyways, running his hand along the side of Jensen’s body.
“You - you have lube right?” He asks, trying hard not to feel like it’s their first time all over again. Jensen nods, pulls the lube out and squeezes a healthy amount of it onto his fingers, spreading it as he does so. Jensen leans over to Jared, whispers for him to turn around, which Jared does, his heart beating erratically. After a few minutes, Jared can feel the coldness of the lube on Jensen’s fingers, poking at the edge of his hole and he moans at the contact, arching into it, desperate for more. He can hear Jensen talking dirty, saying things like how much he fucking loves him like this, all open and wide for him and god, Jared’s missed this about Jensen. He whimpers at the feeling of Jensen finally putting one of his fingers into Jared’s hole, gasps when he hears Jensen ask if Tom does this to him, opens him up, prepares him for his dick. Jared doesn’t answer, knows that Jensen doesn’t want to talk about Tom.
“Shut up and fuck me already, Jen,” Jared gasps, especially when Jen shoves a second finger into his hole roughly, no care for any pain it might have caused, even if it did cause none.
“You like that, don’t you Jay? Like it when I get rough with you, I remember.” Jensen growls and Jared throws his head back, can’t help but wonder what’ll happen during the main act when it’s only the preshow and he’s already ready to come like a mad man. Jensen shoves his final finger and spreads his hand open wide before scissoring Jared, causing him to fucking mewl and Jensen to chuckle. Jared just wants to tell Jensen to put his dick into him already but stops himself once he realizes that Jensen’s fingers are no longer inside of him.
He wants to scream at Jensen to get back inside of him but then he feels the tip of his dick near his entrance and stills himself, completely prepared for the slight pain he’ll feel because fuck, Jared hasn’t exactly had sex in the past year. He instantly knows that Jensen’s going slow with him, steady, making sure he doesn’t hurt Jared, and Jared feels so grateful for that, so much so that he lets out a breath of relief.
“Jen, please,” He says after a few minutes of Jensen not doing anything. He rocks back into Jensen, having Jensen’s cock into him fully now and god, it feels so good to feel Jensen’s dick inside of him after a year. It feels like being home, if he were being honest with himself, and he’s not even the one with the warmth surrounding his dick. He’s about to wrap his hand around his dick but stops when he hears Jensen say no and feels Jensen’s hands on his dick instead. Jared arches into the touch and into Jensen, his body and mind completely confused.
“Move,” he hisses, rocking his body and after a few minutes, Jensen rocks into him as well. Their bodies begin to slicken with sweat, their breathing becoming erratic and hot. Jared can feel Jensen tighten his hold on Jared’s dick, swiftly moving his hand up and down Jared’s shaft, whispering things into his ear like baby and Jay and come for me, Jay. Jared can feel his balls tighten with the anticipation of orgasming; can tell that Jensen still recognizes the signs of him about to come.
“Jay, baby, come for me, please,” Jensen says, squeezing on Jared’s balls, causing him to come immediately, shouting Jensen’s name as Jensen thrusts faster into him, trying to orgasm at the same time. He’s a few minutes behind but he finally does, and Jared can feel Jensen fill him up, loves the feeling of it and sighs in contentment afterwards, laying on the bed with come dripping out of his hole. He looks over to Jensen, can see that his eyes are shining. Jared’s tired but there’s no way he’s going to fall asleep first, not until he knows what’s going to go on. He’s about to say something when Jensen lays down next to him, curling his body around Jared’s and pulling Jared close to his body, using his arms to lock Jared into him, his dick still inside of him. Jared gulps at the position, remembers that this use to be their custom position after sex, that it use to be what they did.
Jared looks over to Jensen, can see the red in his face fading and can see his eyes closing more and more. He looks and looks and then kisses Jensen’s forehead, scared.
“Promise not to hurt me ever again like that, Jen,”
“I Promise you, Jay. Forever.”
Jeff is pissed right off. He had been looking for Jensen last night, had looked everywhere and when he couldn’t find his boyfriend, He had heard from the few party guests that didn’t know him that they had last seen Jensen with Jared, and that just made Jeff even more pissed off. Jeff didn’t want to think about the possibility that Jensen was with his ex-boyfriend, didn’t want to believe that he had actually acted on his feelings for Jared, didn’t want to believe that Jensen had cheated on him. He was the only one allowed in the relationship to do any cheating and the fact that Jensen might’ve just pisses off Jeff more. He can see the door to the basement and, making a quick decision, opens said door and makes his way down the stairs quickly. His footsteps are fast and loud, unforgiving in the ears of someone who is observing. He enters his bedroom first and pauses when he sees the fact that their bed is unmade and actually looks like it hasn’t been slept in yet. Jeff’s heart speeds up quicker at that, anger thrumming through his blood and going through his whole body, making Jeff shake.
He turns around, goes to Jared’s bedroom door and slams it up by kicking it, feeling no remorse. When he enters the room, he has to stop suddenly because all he can see is the fact that Jared and Jensen are curled around each other, the blanket wrapped over them securely and their bodies joined whilst they sleep. The whole time Jeff has been with Jensen, not once have they ever slept like this together and Jeff feels a quick pain in his heart before all he can feel is pure anger. They have yet to woken up and instead, just curl closer around each other and Jeff can feel the anger coursing through his body. He quickly walks to the bed and around to where Jared is sleeping and quickly pulls him off the bed and slams him against the wall closest to the bed. Jared quickly snaps his eyes open, choking for breath as Jeff squeezes his throat to hold him still. The slam also wakes up Jensen, whose eyes go wide immediately. Jeff slams Jared up against the wall one more time, his head knocking back into it quite roughly, causing Jared to have his eyes roll backwards in his head but nothing else happen.
Jensen was enjoying his sleep when he heard a loud bang. He nearly got up at the interruption of the best sleep he’s felt in a year but instead, he just snuggles closer to Jared, allowing himself to have this one time of pure bliss. He could smell Jared and smiled to himself slightly before frowning when all he could suddenly feel was cold air. When he heard something bang against the wall though, Jensen sat up quickly, eyes opened wide as he looked around for Jared, trying to figure out what was going on. When he finally spots Jared, he’s surprised to see him being held against the wall, his face turning a scarring shade of purple as he chokes, scratching at Jensen’s boyfriend. It’s then that Jensen realizes that yes, his boyfriend just caught him in bed with another man, a man he’s still head over heels in love with, and yes, his boyfriend is currently nearly killing that said man in a fit of jealousy and rage.
“Jeff, Jeff stop it.” Jensen pleads, eyes going wide as he looks from Jeff to Jared, his heartbeat picking up quickly. Jensen can feel the come from last night, sticking onto his stomach and knows how ridiculous he and Jared look but right now, all Jensen wants is for Jeff to put Jared down, convince Jeff that nothing bad should happen to Jared and let everyone get away from everything, unscathed.
“Jeff, c’mon.” Jensen pleads, not wanting to do anything drastic but realizing he just might have to. He bites his lip in worry before looking over at Jared and seeing him give up his struggle, and it’s then that he knows what he has to do, even though he knows it’s going to kill Jared to hear and Jensen to say.
“Jeff, you know it meant nothing-“ he begins, taking a deep breath to try and push himself forwards with this conversation -“I was just going for one last woo-ha, making sure that you’re the one for me.” He finishes, trying hard not to flinch back when he can feel Jared’s wide eyes on him and he can tell that Jared’s not struggling anymore.
Jared can tell instantly that something isn’t right when he’s slammed against the wall and especially when he can feel someone wrap their hands around his throat and growl threateningly at him. He’s gasping before he can recognize anything that’s going on, his eyes opening wide before turning into fear when he realizes that it’s Jensen’s asshole boyfriend currently holding him in a chokehold. He knows instantly that his face is turning a disgusting shade of some hideous color - probably purple - and he really begins to panic once Jeff starts banging him against the wall he’s currently being held against.
Jared tries to get a word out, but Jeff has him in a strong hold and it’s only within a few minutes that Jared can hear Jensen, begging for him to be let go. Of course, Jeff doesn’t listen to him - never does - and keeps slamming Jared against the wall. He looks over at Jensen with betrayal in his eyes though when he hears what Jensen says about last night meaning nothing, and he tries, damn does he try not to let that thought get to him.
Here he was, one hundred percent positive that everything that happened last night was on both ends of the reciprocal scale, that Jensen felt the same way about him like when they were together, that last night wasn’t just a drunken mistake. However, with Jensen saying it meant nothing, that it was only a test, all Jared could think of was when he was put into the hospital, about how he wanted to go back there because he felt like he was going to backwards instead of forwards in his life, and he couldn’t deal with that right now.
He silently mouths Jensen’s name, hurt making his heart feel like it’s splitting into half, which wouldn’t surprise Jared if it was, watches as Jeff puts him down unsteadily and rough, breaths as much as he can in relief when he feels the blood going back to his face.
He’s getting ready to leave when he see’s Jeff turn around, and before Jared can even do anything about it, he can feel himself falling to the ground, a sharp pain in his face everything going to black and fading away from him.
Next Chapter
Author: jamie_love13
Beta-Edited: Madison, but not for these coming chapters.
Pairings/Characters: Jared/Jensen, Jensen/Jeff
Word Count: 3,150 Words
Rating: NC-17
Summary: The tension has snapped for Jared and Jensen, creating a situation that Jeff is definitely not too happy about.
Disclaimer: Definitely don't own.
Warnings: SEXXY TIMES, BABEH <3
Notes: Here's Chapter 5, hope you enjoy. Remember, there's 9 chapters left, so it might stay this way for a while. ;) Chapter 6 soon!
Previous Chapter | Masterpost | Posting Schedule
The kiss is feverish, tongues swiping at each other in a battle of dominance. Jared moans into it when he feels Jensen tongue swipe his bottom lip, strengthening his hold on the other man, arching his body into it. When he does that, Jensen moans right back, clinging onto Jared’s face like he’s about to lose him all over again. Jared can feel himself being manoeuvred into one of the rooms, but he’s a little bit busy making out with someone he thought he’d never be making out with ever again, a little bit busy enjoying the kiss like he’d never allow himself to imagine.
“Jen,” he whimpers, nibbling on Jensen’s lip, creating another moan coming from Jensen’s mouth, which just makes Jared get harder. He begins to readjust himself, only to find that in doing so, he aligns himself perfectly with Jensen, who is no doubt as hard as he could possibly be. Jared arches himself into it, moans once more before pushing himself onto the bed, which he could feel through the back of his knees. Instantly, he knows he’s on his bed, and he knows that he should be worry about anyone coming in and walking in on them but Jared doesn’t give a shit, just continues kissing Jensen like it’ll be his last breath, running his hands everywhere he possibly can in the short time he’ll get. All he can feel is fabric though and he doesn’t want that, wants it the fuck off, which Jensen gets immediately when Jared tugs on his shirt.
Jared throws it off of Jensen, throws it across the room before flipping the two of them so that he’s the one on top, quickly kissing down Jensen’s chest, playing with his left nipple, having Jen moan, writher and arch into him and god Jared has missed making Jensen react like this. He tries not to think about that, tries to just think about the sex, think about tonight. He can feel Jensen tugging on his shirt, and he lifts his hands up so Jen can pull the shirt off, which he does quickly, their lips meeting and clashing straight after he does so.
Jared holds himself up with one hand, the other one trailing down Jensen’s body and cupping his balls, causing Jensen to hiss and squirm. Jared grins, pulling on Jensen’s shaft through his pants, knowing the friction between the pants, his hand and Jensen’s dick will make Jensen come early, but Jared knows, just like he knows the back of his palm that Jensen will be up for more, even if he’s drunk, which is normal, especially after ten years of being together.
“Jared, Jared, Jared,” Jensen’s moaning and Jared smiles, kissing between the spot on Jensen’s neck and shoulder, knowing how much Jensen loves that. Jensen’s voice gets louder, his name coming in long breaths, signalling that Jensen is close know, and Jared fastens his movements and making sure to go longer and harder down Jensen’s dick. Within minutes, Jared can feel the cool liquid of Jensen’s come soaking through his pants and Jared moans at that, needing to taste Jensen again after so long. Jared quickly brings Jensen’s pants down, can see the effect that the cool air has on Jensen’s dick and Jared adds to it by blowing on it, which causes Jensen to shudder. After blowing on it for a few seconds, Jared lowers his head slowly, licking a strip down Jensen’s cock, letting the familiar salty tang of his come melt on his tongue, and when Jared looks up at Jensen, sees him looking back, it’s all he can do. He stops the teasing and instead, takes Jensen whole, relaxing his throat so that he can fit all of Jensen’s cock into his mouth, which he never had problems with before, but after a year, things had definitely changed. After a few minutes of adjusting his mouth ratio to Jensen’s dick, he’s finally comfortable enough to start bobbing his head, all the while still looking at Jensen, whose eyes are wide with shock and arousal. Jared can see Jensen gulp and he stops looking at his ex-boyfriend, instead focusing on his dick instead of his amazing eyes. Jared swipes his tongue along Jensen’s slit, can taste the leftover come and the pre-come that’s there and he wants to moan so badly but he’s currently full of Jensen’s cock and he’s never thought that would happen again. He can feel Jensen tugging at his hair and instead of looking up to see what he wants, Jared just swats his hands away and pushes Jensen’s dick further into his mouth, humming as he does it, which just makes Jensen shudder even more. Jared grins and continues to suck, until he feels Jensen scratch at his upper arm but instead of pulling away like Jensen would expect him too, Jared keeps sucking, making sure that when Jensen finally comes, Jared is lapping all of it up with his tongue, positive that none of it gets out of his mouth.
Jared moans at the taste of Jensen, moans at how after all this time, it still tastes incredibly sweet, just a little more bitter, missing something important that Jared can’t really name but knows makes Jensen’s come much sweeter. Jared laps the come up, swallowing it all and when he feels Jensen scratch his arm once more, Jared pops off of his dick and looks at Jensen confused, adrenalin thrumming through his veins thanks to the alcohol and the rush of getting someone off.
“Jared, pants - off, now.” Jensen moans, tugging at Jared’s pants and shrugging out of his own rather quickly. Jared sits there confused for a minute, doesn’t do anything until he hears Jensen growling and clawing at his pants, which is then when he starts getting into action. He kicks off his shoes, and quickly discards his pants, throwing them somewhere over his shoulder and not caring where they land. He can feel Jensen’s hands on him and shakes with the touch, the coldness of Jensen’s hand seeping through his skin and burning his blood.
“Jen-“ He doesn’t continue though, not when he hears Jensen growl one more time and can feel him push him onto the bed, holding himself higher than Jared. Jared looks over at Jensen, lets his eyes stare the older man down, look at the places he hasn’t let himself look at these past two weeks. He finally sees that Jensen is basically the same, just a little skinnier than what he remembers. Jensen’s muscles are still the same though, bulging and perfect and just - Jared feels like he can’t breathe, feels like if he continues with this train of thought, his heart will be ripped out of him and thrown into the ocean of a thousand years from now.
“Please, Jen.” He moans, arching his body into Jensen’s, the throbbing pain in his dick becoming too unbearable for him to stand much longer. He can feel the heat of Jensen’s eyes on him and tries hard not to blush, tries hard to just think about the now that he blushes anyways and looks at Jensen anyways, running his hand along the side of Jensen’s body.
“You - you have lube right?” He asks, trying hard not to feel like it’s their first time all over again. Jensen nods, pulls the lube out and squeezes a healthy amount of it onto his fingers, spreading it as he does so. Jensen leans over to Jared, whispers for him to turn around, which Jared does, his heart beating erratically. After a few minutes, Jared can feel the coldness of the lube on Jensen’s fingers, poking at the edge of his hole and he moans at the contact, arching into it, desperate for more. He can hear Jensen talking dirty, saying things like how much he fucking loves him like this, all open and wide for him and god, Jared’s missed this about Jensen. He whimpers at the feeling of Jensen finally putting one of his fingers into Jared’s hole, gasps when he hears Jensen ask if Tom does this to him, opens him up, prepares him for his dick. Jared doesn’t answer, knows that Jensen doesn’t want to talk about Tom.
“Shut up and fuck me already, Jen,” Jared gasps, especially when Jen shoves a second finger into his hole roughly, no care for any pain it might have caused, even if it did cause none.
“You like that, don’t you Jay? Like it when I get rough with you, I remember.” Jensen growls and Jared throws his head back, can’t help but wonder what’ll happen during the main act when it’s only the preshow and he’s already ready to come like a mad man. Jensen shoves his final finger and spreads his hand open wide before scissoring Jared, causing him to fucking mewl and Jensen to chuckle. Jared just wants to tell Jensen to put his dick into him already but stops himself once he realizes that Jensen’s fingers are no longer inside of him.
He wants to scream at Jensen to get back inside of him but then he feels the tip of his dick near his entrance and stills himself, completely prepared for the slight pain he’ll feel because fuck, Jared hasn’t exactly had sex in the past year. He instantly knows that Jensen’s going slow with him, steady, making sure he doesn’t hurt Jared, and Jared feels so grateful for that, so much so that he lets out a breath of relief.
“Jen, please,” He says after a few minutes of Jensen not doing anything. He rocks back into Jensen, having Jensen’s cock into him fully now and god, it feels so good to feel Jensen’s dick inside of him after a year. It feels like being home, if he were being honest with himself, and he’s not even the one with the warmth surrounding his dick. He’s about to wrap his hand around his dick but stops when he hears Jensen say no and feels Jensen’s hands on his dick instead. Jared arches into the touch and into Jensen, his body and mind completely confused.
“Move,” he hisses, rocking his body and after a few minutes, Jensen rocks into him as well. Their bodies begin to slicken with sweat, their breathing becoming erratic and hot. Jared can feel Jensen tighten his hold on Jared’s dick, swiftly moving his hand up and down Jared’s shaft, whispering things into his ear like baby and Jay and come for me, Jay. Jared can feel his balls tighten with the anticipation of orgasming; can tell that Jensen still recognizes the signs of him about to come.
“Jay, baby, come for me, please,” Jensen says, squeezing on Jared’s balls, causing him to come immediately, shouting Jensen’s name as Jensen thrusts faster into him, trying to orgasm at the same time. He’s a few minutes behind but he finally does, and Jared can feel Jensen fill him up, loves the feeling of it and sighs in contentment afterwards, laying on the bed with come dripping out of his hole. He looks over to Jensen, can see that his eyes are shining. Jared’s tired but there’s no way he’s going to fall asleep first, not until he knows what’s going to go on. He’s about to say something when Jensen lays down next to him, curling his body around Jared’s and pulling Jared close to his body, using his arms to lock Jared into him, his dick still inside of him. Jared gulps at the position, remembers that this use to be their custom position after sex, that it use to be what they did.
Jared looks over to Jensen, can see the red in his face fading and can see his eyes closing more and more. He looks and looks and then kisses Jensen’s forehead, scared.
“Promise not to hurt me ever again like that, Jen,”
“I Promise you, Jay. Forever.”
Jeff is pissed right off. He had been looking for Jensen last night, had looked everywhere and when he couldn’t find his boyfriend, He had heard from the few party guests that didn’t know him that they had last seen Jensen with Jared, and that just made Jeff even more pissed off. Jeff didn’t want to think about the possibility that Jensen was with his ex-boyfriend, didn’t want to believe that he had actually acted on his feelings for Jared, didn’t want to believe that Jensen had cheated on him. He was the only one allowed in the relationship to do any cheating and the fact that Jensen might’ve just pisses off Jeff more. He can see the door to the basement and, making a quick decision, opens said door and makes his way down the stairs quickly. His footsteps are fast and loud, unforgiving in the ears of someone who is observing. He enters his bedroom first and pauses when he sees the fact that their bed is unmade and actually looks like it hasn’t been slept in yet. Jeff’s heart speeds up quicker at that, anger thrumming through his blood and going through his whole body, making Jeff shake.
He turns around, goes to Jared’s bedroom door and slams it up by kicking it, feeling no remorse. When he enters the room, he has to stop suddenly because all he can see is the fact that Jared and Jensen are curled around each other, the blanket wrapped over them securely and their bodies joined whilst they sleep. The whole time Jeff has been with Jensen, not once have they ever slept like this together and Jeff feels a quick pain in his heart before all he can feel is pure anger. They have yet to woken up and instead, just curl closer around each other and Jeff can feel the anger coursing through his body. He quickly walks to the bed and around to where Jared is sleeping and quickly pulls him off the bed and slams him against the wall closest to the bed. Jared quickly snaps his eyes open, choking for breath as Jeff squeezes his throat to hold him still. The slam also wakes up Jensen, whose eyes go wide immediately. Jeff slams Jared up against the wall one more time, his head knocking back into it quite roughly, causing Jared to have his eyes roll backwards in his head but nothing else happen.
Jensen was enjoying his sleep when he heard a loud bang. He nearly got up at the interruption of the best sleep he’s felt in a year but instead, he just snuggles closer to Jared, allowing himself to have this one time of pure bliss. He could smell Jared and smiled to himself slightly before frowning when all he could suddenly feel was cold air. When he heard something bang against the wall though, Jensen sat up quickly, eyes opened wide as he looked around for Jared, trying to figure out what was going on. When he finally spots Jared, he’s surprised to see him being held against the wall, his face turning a scarring shade of purple as he chokes, scratching at Jensen’s boyfriend. It’s then that Jensen realizes that yes, his boyfriend just caught him in bed with another man, a man he’s still head over heels in love with, and yes, his boyfriend is currently nearly killing that said man in a fit of jealousy and rage.
“Jeff, Jeff stop it.” Jensen pleads, eyes going wide as he looks from Jeff to Jared, his heartbeat picking up quickly. Jensen can feel the come from last night, sticking onto his stomach and knows how ridiculous he and Jared look but right now, all Jensen wants is for Jeff to put Jared down, convince Jeff that nothing bad should happen to Jared and let everyone get away from everything, unscathed.
“Jeff, c’mon.” Jensen pleads, not wanting to do anything drastic but realizing he just might have to. He bites his lip in worry before looking over at Jared and seeing him give up his struggle, and it’s then that he knows what he has to do, even though he knows it’s going to kill Jared to hear and Jensen to say.
“Jeff, you know it meant nothing-“ he begins, taking a deep breath to try and push himself forwards with this conversation -“I was just going for one last woo-ha, making sure that you’re the one for me.” He finishes, trying hard not to flinch back when he can feel Jared’s wide eyes on him and he can tell that Jared’s not struggling anymore.
Jared can tell instantly that something isn’t right when he’s slammed against the wall and especially when he can feel someone wrap their hands around his throat and growl threateningly at him. He’s gasping before he can recognize anything that’s going on, his eyes opening wide before turning into fear when he realizes that it’s Jensen’s asshole boyfriend currently holding him in a chokehold. He knows instantly that his face is turning a disgusting shade of some hideous color - probably purple - and he really begins to panic once Jeff starts banging him against the wall he’s currently being held against.
Jared tries to get a word out, but Jeff has him in a strong hold and it’s only within a few minutes that Jared can hear Jensen, begging for him to be let go. Of course, Jeff doesn’t listen to him - never does - and keeps slamming Jared against the wall. He looks over at Jensen with betrayal in his eyes though when he hears what Jensen says about last night meaning nothing, and he tries, damn does he try not to let that thought get to him.
Here he was, one hundred percent positive that everything that happened last night was on both ends of the reciprocal scale, that Jensen felt the same way about him like when they were together, that last night wasn’t just a drunken mistake. However, with Jensen saying it meant nothing, that it was only a test, all Jared could think of was when he was put into the hospital, about how he wanted to go back there because he felt like he was going to backwards instead of forwards in his life, and he couldn’t deal with that right now.
He silently mouths Jensen’s name, hurt making his heart feel like it’s splitting into half, which wouldn’t surprise Jared if it was, watches as Jeff puts him down unsteadily and rough, breaths as much as he can in relief when he feels the blood going back to his face.
He’s getting ready to leave when he see’s Jeff turn around, and before Jared can even do anything about it, he can feel himself falling to the ground, a sharp pain in his face everything going to black and fading away from him.
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