entry 069 - all summer long [6/14]
Title: All Summer Long
Author: jamie_love13
Beta-Edited: Madison, but not for these coming chapters.
Pairings/Characters: Jared/Jensen, Mentions of Jensen/Jeff, Danneel/Female, Jared/Genevieve, Misha/Genevieve, Genevieve/Sandy, Chad/Sophia, Chad/Kenzie, Jared/Tom,
Word Count: 4,000 Words
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Danneel finally talks to Jared.
Disclaimer: Definitely don't own.
Warnings: Over exaggeration of heterosex! A lot of talking.
Notes: Here's Chapter 6. Last chapter to post is 7. Enjoy ;)
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When Jared wakes up, he knows two things instantly: The first thing is the fact that his face is fucking killing him and the second thing is that his heart is killing him even more. He blinks his eyes open into awareness, tries to get use to the lights blaring into his eyes, allowing them to auto-adjust to the brightness. It’s a good five minutes until he does adjust to the light, and once that happens, Jared looks around. He can instantly tell that he’s in Danneel’s room and when he turns, he can see the fact that Danneel has to have been worried like fuck about him, which just causes him to scrunch up his face in confusion and cause him more pain.
“You shouldn’t do that, Jay,” Danneel whispers, rubbing her thumb on the top of his hand, soothing his nerves and making the confusion go away. He feels absolutely thirsty and can feel a headache coming on but does nothing other than blink up at Dani like she’s some kind of alien.
“What happened, Dani?” He asks, sitting himself up and rubbing his eyes. He has to shift himself when he feels a sharp pain in his ass, and bruises all over his body, which is when he remembers.
He can see flashes of the previous night - or few nights, unsure of how long he’s been out. He can still feel Jensen and it just makes him sad, especially when he remembers what happened afterwards, with Jensen and Jeff.
“Oh.” He says, looking down and playing with his fingers, a nervous habit. He hears Danneel sigh, can feel her run her fingers through his hair in a soothing motion. He leans back into the touch, wishing he could feel something this intimate more often, but allowing himself to just have this, this thing he hasn’t had in such a long time.
“What happened, Jay?” She asks, her voice pained and Jared looks up at her, can see the pain in her eyes. Jared, has he says often, isn’t an idiot. He knows that Danneel gave up one of her best friends to protect him - a lot of people did - and he knows that she misses Jensen, just that she’s torn on how to feel about everything, and Jared sighs, laying back down and snuggling into Dan’s blankets, waiting for her to follow him down.
Once she finally does, they both snuggle into the blankets and Jared sighs, tears slipping down his eyes.
Danneel can feel Jared all over her, can feel how hot he is and can feel his depression slipping through the mask. Ever since she found out Jeff had punched Jared out for sleeping with Jensen, a good two days ago, thank you, she had been incredibly worried, especially when Jared didn’t wake up right away. And Danneel knew that whatever had happen before Jared had been punched had caused him great pain, especially since she’s noticed that since he’s woken up, Jared has rubbed his wrists constantly, almost like he can feel the phantom pain.
“Jared, what happened?” She asks again, tired of being the girl to wait patiently for all of the answers. All she wants to do is sit back, relax, and maybe do some lesbian-type thinking about a certain female best friend and not watch the catastrophe that is this trip, but as her role in mediator, she’s basically not allowed. She loves her friends, no lie about that, but damn that Mike for making her do this. She can see Jared bite his lip and rub his wrists once more and she knows that whatever had happened had ended badly, and god, she hopes that it doesn’t require a lot of psychoanalysis of Jared.
“We had sex,” he says, looking down and blushing, which Jared never does. It takes a few moments for Danneel to process the words, but when she does, she feels confused, unsure of whether or not if she should grin or feel apprehensive.
“Which explains the whole Jeff punching you. But why the hell do I feel like we need to get you the fuck out of here?” She asks, scooting closer to Jared and wrapping her wrists around his waist.
“The next morning-“ Jared stops suddenly and Dani smiles, knowing exactly what he’s thinking.
:”You’ve been out cold for two days, Jay.” She says, smiling slightly and watching Jared open his mouth in shock. He closes it before closing his whole self off again and Danneel wishes that Mike and Chris had never thought of the idea to force Jared into this mess, especially since they know how bad things had become after the first time.
“Jeff had come, started choking me against the wall and then Jensen said that the night never mattered, the he was just testing me to make sure that Jeff was the one for him.” He says quickly, and Danneel takes a deep breath when she can tell how much that had hurt Jared.
“Oh, Jay.” She whispers, hugging him tighter, especially when he starts to shake, showing the fact that he’s silently crying,.
“I just wish I could move on, Dani. Even if I am with Tom, I always think about Jensen,” She hears Jared whisper, and her heart breaks for him, it really does.
“We need your mind off of that boy.” She says, thinking of something to gossip about, and then it hits her.
“So, you may not know this, but you’ve got two girls vying for your attention,” She says, knowing Jared always enjoyed hearing gossip about girls. She knew Jared was gay-gay for Jensen - but she also knew he was bisexual, and with girls vying for his attention, maybe Jared could just get a quick lay to distract him from his feelings, or at least let the anger out of him.
“Who are the girls?” Jared asks, a little hint of curiosity leaking out.
“Sandy and Genevieve,” She replies and noticed Jared’s grinning.
“Genevieve!!” Jared calls, rushing to catch up with the small female. He sees her stop and turn around, a confused look on her face, which Jared notices does look cute, if his bisexuality was swung more-so towards the female sex. He can understand her confusion though, since he hasn’t really made a point of talking to her and really, only acting nice towards her, which was definitely out of character for him.
“Yes, Jared?” She questions, tilting her head to the side and showing a small smile. Jared grins at that and he can instantly see when Genevieve melts and he hides his head, trying to hide the blush that covers his face.
“I wanted to say I’m sorry,” he says, rubbing Genevieve’s arm with his thumb, which causes her to blush.
“What could you be sorry for?” She says, a small gasp coming out of her mouth when Jared moves in closer to her, trying his hardest to get his flirtation on, which he hasn’t really had to do since when he meet Jensen. He feels his heart clench at that thought but shakes his head, clearing the thought before it takes precedence over everything else. He’s as close as he can be, right near her ear, when he whispers -
“For not talking to such a beautiful female like yourself.” He notices that Genevieve shivers, can see the gooseflesh on her skin and smiles something soft, before removing himself from her personal space. Her eyes are wide and dilated, a soft whimper coming from her. When he’s finally away from her, she looks up to him, lust complete in her eyes and Jared hopes to god that the misplaced lust he’s feeling for Jensen is seen to her, but thought of as for her. He knows that what he’s doing is a horrible thing, but he just wants to feel something other than pain.
“Where’s your bedroom, Gen?” He questions, his eyes roaming her body, making sure his concept is clear. He can tell instantly that it is when she licks her lips, grins and turns around, swaying her hips. Jared tries hard not to snort at that, really does, but he fails in the end and just decides to follow her and decides that no matter how badly he wants to, he won’t think of Jensen the whole time, like he did with Tom.
When he’s finally in Gen’s room, he’s barely shut the door before she’s on him, attacking his lips with ferociousness. Jared tries his hardest not to grimace in disgust - this is the reason he’s more with guys, they’re not as... bad - and kisses Genevieve back, making her slow down. She tries, he knows that, but pretty soon her hands are at his pants, unbuckling them and shoving them down. Jared’s not too sure about doing this now though but he realizes it’s officially too late, especially when she rips his shirt off and handles him toward the bed. He wants to push her off and slow her down, but pretty soon, they’re laying down and he’s on top of her and she’s kissing his neck, moaning. Even though, he’s not doing anything, she’s fucking moaning and Jared has to stop himself from laughing at that. He kisses her neck, unbuttoning her top slowly and then removing her pants, thankful there’s no buttons on those either. She lifts her body up so he can take her pants down and as he does that, she runs her fingers through his hair and while he’s not exactly turned on, she does it like Jensen does it and that makes him moan. He kisses her then, putting everything he can into that kiss, trying his hardest to get turned on.
“What about Tom, Jared?” Genevieve moans while he takes off her bra and starts mouthing her breast. He wants to roll his eyes at that but stops himself, instead moving off of her breast and into the crook of her neck and shoulder.
“We broke up, and only Mike knows, but Danneel has an idea of it.” Jared says, trying hard not to think about wondering if Jensen ever wondered what was going on while they were having sex. Jared finds himself hardening at their time together and realizes that Genevieve can feel his length and realizes that he should probably get onto the main event already.
“Condoms?” He asks, not wanting to have any unprotected sex anymore this week. He knows Tom has nothing, had asked before their first time - in the fucking cabin Jeff was renting when Jensen --- No, Jared won’t think about that. He’s sure Jensen has nothing, but can’t be sure since Jeff entered the picture and well, will definitely be getting checked as soon as he can. If he has something, thanks to that bastard, he wouldn’t exactly want to spread it around.
“Bottom drawer, right side.” Genevieve breaths and Jared opens the drawer, finds them immediately, and finds that one of them is gone. He arches his eyebrow at that, and hears Genevieve silently say Misha, but he just shrugs, wondering what he’s like in bed, too.
Jared’s sweaty, can feel Gen’s lithe hands roaming in his body, and closes his eyes as he rolls the condom onto his dick, feeling slightly to make sure there aren’t any holes in the fabric of the condom. When he can see that there is indeed no holes, he places his dick at the entrance to Gen’s vagina, and takes a deep breath and pushes in, thinking about Jensen and trying not to misplace Gen’s heat for Jen’s. Genevieve is wet, and he’s able to go deep, can hear her moans over everything, can feel her scratching at his back.
“You alright?” He asks, making sure to not actually hurt her. He’ll try and make sure to not go rough and fast, because he’s use to having sex in that sense, use to being rough because he’ll rarely have sex with women. Genevieve nods her head, and he begins to move, He’s slow at first, but he can hear Genevieve begging for him to go faster, and he always thought of himself as a gentleman, and does so.
He goes faster, sweat truly coming down his body now, grunts coming out of his own mouth as he listens to Genevieve’s moans. He can’t help but listen to them, realize just how loud she’s moaning. Almost like she wants people to hear them having sex.
“God, Jared, god, Yes! Yes! YES JARED, YES!” She all out screams, and Jared tries to not stop himself from thrusting into her, but he does realize that that’s exactly why she’s having sex with him. She wants people to hear them, wants there to be noise going on, wants to make someone jealous.
“So, who is it you’re trying to make jealous?” Jared moans, thinking of how tight Jensen would be right now and isn’t that just the clincher.
“Sandy.” Genevieve says and damn if that doesn’t make Jared laugh - “And Jensen, for you.” She finishes and Jared nearly does stop there. He wants to ask why Genevieve would do that, really does, but he continues to thrust because if Genevieve wasn’t orgasming then, he wonders how loud she’ll be - or pretend to be - whilst she actually does have an orgasm. Within a few minutes he can feel Genevieve’s walls tighten, can feel them clench around his dick and he wonders if she’s thinking about Sandy giving her this pleasure, wondering if he should think about Jensen giving him pleasure. She comes, and he was totally right, her orgasm scream is loud and vocal and he laughs at that, can see the area around her eyes crinkle into laugh lines and knows instantly that her orgasm, while real, the scream was definitely fake. He takes himself out of her slowly, not wanting to hurt her and he falls onto the bed, panting as he does so. He looks towards Genevieve and can’t help but think that this could have been a woman he could have fallen in love with if he wasn’t so head over heels for Jensen. She looks at him then, and almost like she can read his mind, smiles at him.
“How does Jensen get you off?” She questions, wrapping her small hand around his dick and Jared’s breathing halts, aware of how sweet Genevieve is being.
“I could fall in love with you, I’m sure,” he says, and she smiles at him, kissing him sweetly on the mouth.
“I know. But you love Jensen, and you’ll always love him. Maybe, in another world-“
“Another time,”
“Another day.” Genevieve finishes, and Jared grins. She looks down at her hand on his dick and arches her eyebrow, and he can’t help but grin.
“Darling,” he says, using his homeland accent, unable to help himself -“You could never be Jensen’s hand unless it was large and calloused.” He smirks at that and she smiles back before taking her hand off and laying down next to him.
“Understandable. I just feel bad, leaving you all high and dry.” She replies and Jared laughs at that, realizes how loud his laugh was and he can’t help but let out a smile.
“Why would you try to make Jensen jealous for me?” He asks, blurting the question out, needing answers. He sees Genevieve look up at him with sadness in her eyes and he suddenly regrets asking her, but knows he can’t take the question back now. He sighs quickly and gets up, throwing on his boxers and then his pants and shirt before getting back into the bed, on top of the comforter and putting his arm around a now slightly dressed Gen.
“He hurt you badly, Jared. Everyone could see that, especially when we all found you in the hospital.” She says, a sadness in her voice to match the emotion in her eyes. Jared gulps at that, takes a look at the beautiful friend of his and holds her in a hug.
“Yeah, he did.”
“And what he did, it was horrible. But then to spend the night with you whilst with the guy he cheated on you with, that was even more horrible. It was like - it was like he was promising you something that you wanted so badly, which he knew, but he never meant any of it and was only with you to hurt you.” She’s crying then, and Jared wipes the tears that are coming down her cheeks, hurt that Jensen is causing everyone all of this pain.
“And then to say he didn’t mean any of it, right in front of you, knowing it could hurt you and send you spiralling backwards -“ She breaks off then, a pained gasp in her words, a hitch in her throat, tears flowing more freely now. Jared snuggles into her, and she snuggles back into him, the tears falling from her eyes, landing onto Jared’s shirt.
It hurts him that nearly all of their friends are feeling pained because of what happened between Jared and Jensen, that their friendships are forever changing because of what had happened. He sighs before pulling the two of them up and hugging Genevieve.
“You’re too sweet, Gen,” he says, kissing her lightly on the mouth, a chaste little thing, and Jared knows that he’ll be forever thankful of this day. She smiles at him and kisses his forehead, rubbing the tears away from her eyes.
“I can see how much you love him, Jared.” She says and he looks into her wide, open eyes and nods his head, biting his lip as he does so.
“And I can see how much he still loves you.” He has his head up in a second, shocked at the words, unable to find any truth in that sentence.
“It’s true. It’s just going to take him time to truly come out with it, Jay.” She says, kissing him again and walking away.
It’s about fifteen minutes after Jared and Genevieve left her room, going their separate ways. He headed towards the kitchen, because even though he might not have had an orgasm, he kind of had to keep up the act that he did, which involved going to get food - cause, anyone who knows him knows that after sex, he likes his food -- unless he’s fallen asleep, like he did with Jensen that one night, which he absolutely has to stop thinking about. He sighs, opens the refrigerators doors, noticing how late it really is, since the kitchen has one light on and the outside looks completely dark.
“Hey Jared,” Jared hears someone saying, jumping a good foot in the air and turning around quickly, his heart beating frantically. He turns around to see that the person who’s with him is Sophia, and lets out a sigh of relief before squinting in the low light and seeing how wrecked she looks.
“Sophia, what’s the matter?” He asks, going over to her and sitting down beside her. He can tell that she’s been crying and he quickly wraps one of his arms around her, worried when he finds out that not only has she been crying, but she’s also shaking.
“Soph, what the hell’s happened?” He says, a little venom sneaking into his voice, especially when he knows that the only reason she’ll get like this is because of Chad. He can feel her wrap her arms around his body, and he begins rubbing her lower back, telling her that everything will get better.
When she snorts at that, he pulls away, looking at her with worry in her eyes.
“You should know that everyone heard you and Genevieve. Jensen was pissed, and walked away.” She mumbles and Jared can’t help but feel some smugness in him before shaking his head and getting back to the now.
“Yeah, Genevieve wanted to make him and Sandy jealous. It was... interesting. But what’s going on with you, Sophia?”
“Wait, why would... oh!” Sophia replies, a smile becoming her face, lighting it up wholly. Jared nods, a slight smile on his face. When Sophia sighs though, Jared begins feeling worry again and brings her head up to look at him.
“Sophia, tell me what’s wrong.”
“It’s Chad, who’s - and don’t get mad - cheating on me.” Jared nods his head, knowing that everyone knew this, Sophia included, and had decided to let Sophia do what she pleased about it, even though it killed Jared to let such a thing continue happening.
“I thought - I thought I could handle it, thought maybe he’d return to me. But I can recognize the look in his eyes, Jared, and I know it won’t be happening, us, I mean. And I think I’m okay with that, because... well, fuck, I think I’m falling for someone, and I know she would-“ Sophia stops right then and there, her eyes going wide like she never meant to say that out loud. Jared grins at her, knowing exactly who she’s talking about.
“Danneel?” He says, and when Sophia nods, his grin just gets brighter and he laughs when Sophia blushes and looks down.
“Soph, all I can say is, follow your heart. If Chad’s going to hurt you to the point of... physical and emotional pain, leave, let him be his happy cheating self, and go for it with Dani.” Jared replies, venom showing through his voice at the cheating part. Sophia smiles lightly at him, patting his hand.
“Speaking of, Jared, what’s going on with you and Tom?” Jared sighs, smiling at the obviousness of the question.
“We broke up. I told him that I couldn’t commit to anyone right now, he said he had feelings for someone and we decided it didn’t matter and to let people think whatever they wanted to of us, even if it meant thinking we were still together,” he replies, shrugging and looking at Sophia, obvious about the change in topic. She grins and blushes again, nodding at his explanation.
“And Dani, why do you think she’d be receptive to me?” She questions, biting her lip and Jared softens his smile and turns her body towards his, hugging her tightly before whispering in her ear.
“Why do you think she’d be receptive towards you, Sophia? You’re a gorgeous woman with a wonderful personality. You’re loyal and daring and you love everyone and everything around you to a fault like no others.” He says, and he can feel her smile into him, can feel her whisper the thanks back to him more so than hear it coming from her mouth.
When the two of them break apart, Jared realizes he has some tears on his cheeks and wipes them off furiously, laughing at the fact that he’s been fucking crying, wondering since when he became such a female. Sophia laughs at him before hopping away and grabbing some hidden peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, giving Jared two and herself two. He grins at her, knowing how badly his stomach’s been rumbling.
“So, you didn’t have sex with Genevieve?” She questions and Jared chews on his food, letting the peanut butter get stuck to the roof of his mouth.
“No, I did-“ He shrugs, watching as Sophia freezes and arches her eyebrow.
“I did, just wanting to feel anything again, and she was there, and I knew she was interested in me, and I felt bad, but I did. Then I realized she was trying to make Jensen and Sandy jealous and I let her have her orgasm and then stopped.” Jared says, taking in a deep breath and watching as Sophia nods her head im understanding.
“So, you never got off?” She asks timidly and Jared can’t help but let out a booming laugh.
“Nope. In fact, I still need to go to the bathroom and get some fur on my hands,” he replies, a mocking tone in his voice. Sophia hits him before leaving.
Next Chapter
Author: jamie_love13
Beta-Edited: Madison, but not for these coming chapters.
Pairings/Characters: Jared/Jensen, Mentions of Jensen/Jeff, Danneel/Female, Jared/Genevieve, Misha/Genevieve, Genevieve/Sandy, Chad/Sophia, Chad/Kenzie, Jared/Tom,
Word Count: 4,000 Words
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Danneel finally talks to Jared.
Disclaimer: Definitely don't own.
Warnings: Over exaggeration of heterosex! A lot of talking.
Notes: Here's Chapter 6. Last chapter to post is 7. Enjoy ;)
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When Jared wakes up, he knows two things instantly: The first thing is the fact that his face is fucking killing him and the second thing is that his heart is killing him even more. He blinks his eyes open into awareness, tries to get use to the lights blaring into his eyes, allowing them to auto-adjust to the brightness. It’s a good five minutes until he does adjust to the light, and once that happens, Jared looks around. He can instantly tell that he’s in Danneel’s room and when he turns, he can see the fact that Danneel has to have been worried like fuck about him, which just causes him to scrunch up his face in confusion and cause him more pain.
“You shouldn’t do that, Jay,” Danneel whispers, rubbing her thumb on the top of his hand, soothing his nerves and making the confusion go away. He feels absolutely thirsty and can feel a headache coming on but does nothing other than blink up at Dani like she’s some kind of alien.
“What happened, Dani?” He asks, sitting himself up and rubbing his eyes. He has to shift himself when he feels a sharp pain in his ass, and bruises all over his body, which is when he remembers.
He can see flashes of the previous night - or few nights, unsure of how long he’s been out. He can still feel Jensen and it just makes him sad, especially when he remembers what happened afterwards, with Jensen and Jeff.
“Oh.” He says, looking down and playing with his fingers, a nervous habit. He hears Danneel sigh, can feel her run her fingers through his hair in a soothing motion. He leans back into the touch, wishing he could feel something this intimate more often, but allowing himself to just have this, this thing he hasn’t had in such a long time.
“What happened, Jay?” She asks, her voice pained and Jared looks up at her, can see the pain in her eyes. Jared, has he says often, isn’t an idiot. He knows that Danneel gave up one of her best friends to protect him - a lot of people did - and he knows that she misses Jensen, just that she’s torn on how to feel about everything, and Jared sighs, laying back down and snuggling into Dan’s blankets, waiting for her to follow him down.
Once she finally does, they both snuggle into the blankets and Jared sighs, tears slipping down his eyes.
Danneel can feel Jared all over her, can feel how hot he is and can feel his depression slipping through the mask. Ever since she found out Jeff had punched Jared out for sleeping with Jensen, a good two days ago, thank you, she had been incredibly worried, especially when Jared didn’t wake up right away. And Danneel knew that whatever had happen before Jared had been punched had caused him great pain, especially since she’s noticed that since he’s woken up, Jared has rubbed his wrists constantly, almost like he can feel the phantom pain.
“Jared, what happened?” She asks again, tired of being the girl to wait patiently for all of the answers. All she wants to do is sit back, relax, and maybe do some lesbian-type thinking about a certain female best friend and not watch the catastrophe that is this trip, but as her role in mediator, she’s basically not allowed. She loves her friends, no lie about that, but damn that Mike for making her do this. She can see Jared bite his lip and rub his wrists once more and she knows that whatever had happened had ended badly, and god, she hopes that it doesn’t require a lot of psychoanalysis of Jared.
“We had sex,” he says, looking down and blushing, which Jared never does. It takes a few moments for Danneel to process the words, but when she does, she feels confused, unsure of whether or not if she should grin or feel apprehensive.
“Which explains the whole Jeff punching you. But why the hell do I feel like we need to get you the fuck out of here?” She asks, scooting closer to Jared and wrapping her wrists around his waist.
“The next morning-“ Jared stops suddenly and Dani smiles, knowing exactly what he’s thinking.
:”You’ve been out cold for two days, Jay.” She says, smiling slightly and watching Jared open his mouth in shock. He closes it before closing his whole self off again and Danneel wishes that Mike and Chris had never thought of the idea to force Jared into this mess, especially since they know how bad things had become after the first time.
“Jeff had come, started choking me against the wall and then Jensen said that the night never mattered, the he was just testing me to make sure that Jeff was the one for him.” He says quickly, and Danneel takes a deep breath when she can tell how much that had hurt Jared.
“Oh, Jay.” She whispers, hugging him tighter, especially when he starts to shake, showing the fact that he’s silently crying,.
“I just wish I could move on, Dani. Even if I am with Tom, I always think about Jensen,” She hears Jared whisper, and her heart breaks for him, it really does.
“We need your mind off of that boy.” She says, thinking of something to gossip about, and then it hits her.
“So, you may not know this, but you’ve got two girls vying for your attention,” She says, knowing Jared always enjoyed hearing gossip about girls. She knew Jared was gay-gay for Jensen - but she also knew he was bisexual, and with girls vying for his attention, maybe Jared could just get a quick lay to distract him from his feelings, or at least let the anger out of him.
“Who are the girls?” Jared asks, a little hint of curiosity leaking out.
“Sandy and Genevieve,” She replies and noticed Jared’s grinning.
“Genevieve!!” Jared calls, rushing to catch up with the small female. He sees her stop and turn around, a confused look on her face, which Jared notices does look cute, if his bisexuality was swung more-so towards the female sex. He can understand her confusion though, since he hasn’t really made a point of talking to her and really, only acting nice towards her, which was definitely out of character for him.
“Yes, Jared?” She questions, tilting her head to the side and showing a small smile. Jared grins at that and he can instantly see when Genevieve melts and he hides his head, trying to hide the blush that covers his face.
“I wanted to say I’m sorry,” he says, rubbing Genevieve’s arm with his thumb, which causes her to blush.
“What could you be sorry for?” She says, a small gasp coming out of her mouth when Jared moves in closer to her, trying his hardest to get his flirtation on, which he hasn’t really had to do since when he meet Jensen. He feels his heart clench at that thought but shakes his head, clearing the thought before it takes precedence over everything else. He’s as close as he can be, right near her ear, when he whispers -
“For not talking to such a beautiful female like yourself.” He notices that Genevieve shivers, can see the gooseflesh on her skin and smiles something soft, before removing himself from her personal space. Her eyes are wide and dilated, a soft whimper coming from her. When he’s finally away from her, she looks up to him, lust complete in her eyes and Jared hopes to god that the misplaced lust he’s feeling for Jensen is seen to her, but thought of as for her. He knows that what he’s doing is a horrible thing, but he just wants to feel something other than pain.
“Where’s your bedroom, Gen?” He questions, his eyes roaming her body, making sure his concept is clear. He can tell instantly that it is when she licks her lips, grins and turns around, swaying her hips. Jared tries hard not to snort at that, really does, but he fails in the end and just decides to follow her and decides that no matter how badly he wants to, he won’t think of Jensen the whole time, like he did with Tom.
When he’s finally in Gen’s room, he’s barely shut the door before she’s on him, attacking his lips with ferociousness. Jared tries his hardest not to grimace in disgust - this is the reason he’s more with guys, they’re not as... bad - and kisses Genevieve back, making her slow down. She tries, he knows that, but pretty soon her hands are at his pants, unbuckling them and shoving them down. Jared’s not too sure about doing this now though but he realizes it’s officially too late, especially when she rips his shirt off and handles him toward the bed. He wants to push her off and slow her down, but pretty soon, they’re laying down and he’s on top of her and she’s kissing his neck, moaning. Even though, he’s not doing anything, she’s fucking moaning and Jared has to stop himself from laughing at that. He kisses her neck, unbuttoning her top slowly and then removing her pants, thankful there’s no buttons on those either. She lifts her body up so he can take her pants down and as he does that, she runs her fingers through his hair and while he’s not exactly turned on, she does it like Jensen does it and that makes him moan. He kisses her then, putting everything he can into that kiss, trying his hardest to get turned on.
“What about Tom, Jared?” Genevieve moans while he takes off her bra and starts mouthing her breast. He wants to roll his eyes at that but stops himself, instead moving off of her breast and into the crook of her neck and shoulder.
“We broke up, and only Mike knows, but Danneel has an idea of it.” Jared says, trying hard not to think about wondering if Jensen ever wondered what was going on while they were having sex. Jared finds himself hardening at their time together and realizes that Genevieve can feel his length and realizes that he should probably get onto the main event already.
“Condoms?” He asks, not wanting to have any unprotected sex anymore this week. He knows Tom has nothing, had asked before their first time - in the fucking cabin Jeff was renting when Jensen --- No, Jared won’t think about that. He’s sure Jensen has nothing, but can’t be sure since Jeff entered the picture and well, will definitely be getting checked as soon as he can. If he has something, thanks to that bastard, he wouldn’t exactly want to spread it around.
“Bottom drawer, right side.” Genevieve breaths and Jared opens the drawer, finds them immediately, and finds that one of them is gone. He arches his eyebrow at that, and hears Genevieve silently say Misha, but he just shrugs, wondering what he’s like in bed, too.
Jared’s sweaty, can feel Gen’s lithe hands roaming in his body, and closes his eyes as he rolls the condom onto his dick, feeling slightly to make sure there aren’t any holes in the fabric of the condom. When he can see that there is indeed no holes, he places his dick at the entrance to Gen’s vagina, and takes a deep breath and pushes in, thinking about Jensen and trying not to misplace Gen’s heat for Jen’s. Genevieve is wet, and he’s able to go deep, can hear her moans over everything, can feel her scratching at his back.
“You alright?” He asks, making sure to not actually hurt her. He’ll try and make sure to not go rough and fast, because he’s use to having sex in that sense, use to being rough because he’ll rarely have sex with women. Genevieve nods her head, and he begins to move, He’s slow at first, but he can hear Genevieve begging for him to go faster, and he always thought of himself as a gentleman, and does so.
He goes faster, sweat truly coming down his body now, grunts coming out of his own mouth as he listens to Genevieve’s moans. He can’t help but listen to them, realize just how loud she’s moaning. Almost like she wants people to hear them having sex.
“God, Jared, god, Yes! Yes! YES JARED, YES!” She all out screams, and Jared tries to not stop himself from thrusting into her, but he does realize that that’s exactly why she’s having sex with him. She wants people to hear them, wants there to be noise going on, wants to make someone jealous.
“So, who is it you’re trying to make jealous?” Jared moans, thinking of how tight Jensen would be right now and isn’t that just the clincher.
“Sandy.” Genevieve says and damn if that doesn’t make Jared laugh - “And Jensen, for you.” She finishes and Jared nearly does stop there. He wants to ask why Genevieve would do that, really does, but he continues to thrust because if Genevieve wasn’t orgasming then, he wonders how loud she’ll be - or pretend to be - whilst she actually does have an orgasm. Within a few minutes he can feel Genevieve’s walls tighten, can feel them clench around his dick and he wonders if she’s thinking about Sandy giving her this pleasure, wondering if he should think about Jensen giving him pleasure. She comes, and he was totally right, her orgasm scream is loud and vocal and he laughs at that, can see the area around her eyes crinkle into laugh lines and knows instantly that her orgasm, while real, the scream was definitely fake. He takes himself out of her slowly, not wanting to hurt her and he falls onto the bed, panting as he does so. He looks towards Genevieve and can’t help but think that this could have been a woman he could have fallen in love with if he wasn’t so head over heels for Jensen. She looks at him then, and almost like she can read his mind, smiles at him.
“How does Jensen get you off?” She questions, wrapping her small hand around his dick and Jared’s breathing halts, aware of how sweet Genevieve is being.
“I could fall in love with you, I’m sure,” he says, and she smiles at him, kissing him sweetly on the mouth.
“I know. But you love Jensen, and you’ll always love him. Maybe, in another world-“
“Another time,”
“Another day.” Genevieve finishes, and Jared grins. She looks down at her hand on his dick and arches her eyebrow, and he can’t help but grin.
“Darling,” he says, using his homeland accent, unable to help himself -“You could never be Jensen’s hand unless it was large and calloused.” He smirks at that and she smiles back before taking her hand off and laying down next to him.
“Understandable. I just feel bad, leaving you all high and dry.” She replies and Jared laughs at that, realizes how loud his laugh was and he can’t help but let out a smile.
“Why would you try to make Jensen jealous for me?” He asks, blurting the question out, needing answers. He sees Genevieve look up at him with sadness in her eyes and he suddenly regrets asking her, but knows he can’t take the question back now. He sighs quickly and gets up, throwing on his boxers and then his pants and shirt before getting back into the bed, on top of the comforter and putting his arm around a now slightly dressed Gen.
“He hurt you badly, Jared. Everyone could see that, especially when we all found you in the hospital.” She says, a sadness in her voice to match the emotion in her eyes. Jared gulps at that, takes a look at the beautiful friend of his and holds her in a hug.
“Yeah, he did.”
“And what he did, it was horrible. But then to spend the night with you whilst with the guy he cheated on you with, that was even more horrible. It was like - it was like he was promising you something that you wanted so badly, which he knew, but he never meant any of it and was only with you to hurt you.” She’s crying then, and Jared wipes the tears that are coming down her cheeks, hurt that Jensen is causing everyone all of this pain.
“And then to say he didn’t mean any of it, right in front of you, knowing it could hurt you and send you spiralling backwards -“ She breaks off then, a pained gasp in her words, a hitch in her throat, tears flowing more freely now. Jared snuggles into her, and she snuggles back into him, the tears falling from her eyes, landing onto Jared’s shirt.
It hurts him that nearly all of their friends are feeling pained because of what happened between Jared and Jensen, that their friendships are forever changing because of what had happened. He sighs before pulling the two of them up and hugging Genevieve.
“You’re too sweet, Gen,” he says, kissing her lightly on the mouth, a chaste little thing, and Jared knows that he’ll be forever thankful of this day. She smiles at him and kisses his forehead, rubbing the tears away from her eyes.
“I can see how much you love him, Jared.” She says and he looks into her wide, open eyes and nods his head, biting his lip as he does so.
“And I can see how much he still loves you.” He has his head up in a second, shocked at the words, unable to find any truth in that sentence.
“It’s true. It’s just going to take him time to truly come out with it, Jay.” She says, kissing him again and walking away.
It’s about fifteen minutes after Jared and Genevieve left her room, going their separate ways. He headed towards the kitchen, because even though he might not have had an orgasm, he kind of had to keep up the act that he did, which involved going to get food - cause, anyone who knows him knows that after sex, he likes his food -- unless he’s fallen asleep, like he did with Jensen that one night, which he absolutely has to stop thinking about. He sighs, opens the refrigerators doors, noticing how late it really is, since the kitchen has one light on and the outside looks completely dark.
“Hey Jared,” Jared hears someone saying, jumping a good foot in the air and turning around quickly, his heart beating frantically. He turns around to see that the person who’s with him is Sophia, and lets out a sigh of relief before squinting in the low light and seeing how wrecked she looks.
“Sophia, what’s the matter?” He asks, going over to her and sitting down beside her. He can tell that she’s been crying and he quickly wraps one of his arms around her, worried when he finds out that not only has she been crying, but she’s also shaking.
“Soph, what the hell’s happened?” He says, a little venom sneaking into his voice, especially when he knows that the only reason she’ll get like this is because of Chad. He can feel her wrap her arms around his body, and he begins rubbing her lower back, telling her that everything will get better.
When she snorts at that, he pulls away, looking at her with worry in her eyes.
“You should know that everyone heard you and Genevieve. Jensen was pissed, and walked away.” She mumbles and Jared can’t help but feel some smugness in him before shaking his head and getting back to the now.
“Yeah, Genevieve wanted to make him and Sandy jealous. It was... interesting. But what’s going on with you, Sophia?”
“Wait, why would... oh!” Sophia replies, a smile becoming her face, lighting it up wholly. Jared nods, a slight smile on his face. When Sophia sighs though, Jared begins feeling worry again and brings her head up to look at him.
“Sophia, tell me what’s wrong.”
“It’s Chad, who’s - and don’t get mad - cheating on me.” Jared nods his head, knowing that everyone knew this, Sophia included, and had decided to let Sophia do what she pleased about it, even though it killed Jared to let such a thing continue happening.
“I thought - I thought I could handle it, thought maybe he’d return to me. But I can recognize the look in his eyes, Jared, and I know it won’t be happening, us, I mean. And I think I’m okay with that, because... well, fuck, I think I’m falling for someone, and I know she would-“ Sophia stops right then and there, her eyes going wide like she never meant to say that out loud. Jared grins at her, knowing exactly who she’s talking about.
“Danneel?” He says, and when Sophia nods, his grin just gets brighter and he laughs when Sophia blushes and looks down.
“Soph, all I can say is, follow your heart. If Chad’s going to hurt you to the point of... physical and emotional pain, leave, let him be his happy cheating self, and go for it with Dani.” Jared replies, venom showing through his voice at the cheating part. Sophia smiles lightly at him, patting his hand.
“Speaking of, Jared, what’s going on with you and Tom?” Jared sighs, smiling at the obviousness of the question.
“We broke up. I told him that I couldn’t commit to anyone right now, he said he had feelings for someone and we decided it didn’t matter and to let people think whatever they wanted to of us, even if it meant thinking we were still together,” he replies, shrugging and looking at Sophia, obvious about the change in topic. She grins and blushes again, nodding at his explanation.
“And Dani, why do you think she’d be receptive to me?” She questions, biting her lip and Jared softens his smile and turns her body towards his, hugging her tightly before whispering in her ear.
“Why do you think she’d be receptive towards you, Sophia? You’re a gorgeous woman with a wonderful personality. You’re loyal and daring and you love everyone and everything around you to a fault like no others.” He says, and he can feel her smile into him, can feel her whisper the thanks back to him more so than hear it coming from her mouth.
When the two of them break apart, Jared realizes he has some tears on his cheeks and wipes them off furiously, laughing at the fact that he’s been fucking crying, wondering since when he became such a female. Sophia laughs at him before hopping away and grabbing some hidden peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, giving Jared two and herself two. He grins at her, knowing how badly his stomach’s been rumbling.
“So, you didn’t have sex with Genevieve?” She questions and Jared chews on his food, letting the peanut butter get stuck to the roof of his mouth.
“No, I did-“ He shrugs, watching as Sophia freezes and arches her eyebrow.
“I did, just wanting to feel anything again, and she was there, and I knew she was interested in me, and I felt bad, but I did. Then I realized she was trying to make Jensen and Sandy jealous and I let her have her orgasm and then stopped.” Jared says, taking in a deep breath and watching as Sophia nods her head im understanding.
“So, you never got off?” She asks timidly and Jared can’t help but let out a booming laugh.
“Nope. In fact, I still need to go to the bathroom and get some fur on my hands,” he replies, a mocking tone in his voice. Sophia hits him before leaving.
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