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ahhh i was doing so well with fasting, i managed to get through my friends pigging out at lunch and tyring to get me to eat, i managed to go to the mall watch my friend eat AGAIN, watched her eat a cookie when all i wanted was the chocolate (ugh it nearly killed me.) then watched her buy cheesecake. shes skinny. VERY skinny. but she gets all nervous about me and not eating, so she buys all this food that she knows will tempt me. it finally worked. i caved and bought a cinnabon (talk about bad) BUT her boyfriend (who has no idea shes concerned at all) ate the WHOLE THING for me. i was sooo happy...
ick. i was so good. until now. i could handle everything earlier, but i couldn't handle a single cookie now, ONLY because i just went running. i always come back hungry. and now my neighbors dragging me out to food... uggghhh wish me much luck, i'll only have a salad... and if eat too much... i'll just have to get rid of it later.
~meg
ick. i was so good. until now. i could handle everything earlier, but i couldn't handle a single cookie now, ONLY because i just went running. i always come back hungry. and now my neighbors dragging me out to food... uggghhh wish me much luck, i'll only have a salad... and if eat too much... i'll just have to get rid of it later.
~meg