Looking into the Mirror, once again

[thexwordxman]

I have to live with what I do, not with what they say... I saw myself in the mirror and went up to get a better view. A better View???? I know every curve and every transgression that mars my soul and my face. I have to be able to live with what I do and be responsible for what I say. What the fuck am I doing? I called a place about a job offer--one of the things I like to do least. Maybe I am just scared of the rejection, maybe i am afraid to see the deep impact of the life I have been living. A life free from worry, a fantasy world. I know every mark that exists upon my face. I know my sins and I can live with them, Help me God never to relive them sins. I have been lucky so far. Every day I commit the same mistakes is another day I find myself behind. Every day I live in the fear is another day I find myself behind.

There Ain't going to be any middle anymore