Aug 06, 2007 19:10
i feel as though my head has become this dryer and... everything is just tumbling around and around.
cheer up,
honey i hope you can
i can't think clearly and i keep making these stupid fucking mistakes. the tiniest fucking things and i'm not even capable of doing them.
i'm so fucking tired of not knowing what i want.
i wanna go somewhere; anywhere. i want something new just so i can appreciate all of this. right now, i can't seem to find it's true value.
oh, distance has no way
of making love
understandable
i miss that feeling of excitement. things have gotten too routine. you all know how i hate routine.
but i feel like i'll never be happy with what i have b/c i always get bored. i can't expect the old things i love to remain new, can i? it's as though the minute that comfortable happiness sets in...
i don't know.
whatever.
Let's forget about the tongue-tied lightning
Let's undress just like cross-eyed strangers
This is not a joke, so please stop smiling
What was I thinking when I said it didn't hurt?
... i am trying to break your heart.