I am ALIVE
To all who kept me on your journal even though I fell off the planet..thank you. The last few months have been hell for me.
The short story is...I made some horrible choices over the last few months...put myself in danger..but now I am out and better.
My house has sold...I am sad to not own a home any more..but I know it is for the best.
My kids are living in Eastern OR with their grandparents why I get my life back on track and for their own safety. Jessica has 3 other girls in her class..and that is it. Wyatt has 8 kids in his class. And they both love their new school. They both seem so much more happy now.
I am currently living in a woman's shelter. I have had a stalking order filed against my abuser. I really like living in the shelter but I only have about 2 more weeks their before I have to get a place of my own. I feel very secure there.
I finally got a job. I have a full time job and a part time job. It is keeping me busy, but I really need the money and need to stay busy. I really miss my kids, but I know it is for the best.
My divorce should be finale in the next few months. My soon to be ex-husband and I are getting along really good. We agree that we have no desire to be married but want to remain friends. I am really happy with this arrangement. I am SO happy to be out of that marriage.
So now I am single and on my own. I am using this time to rediscover who I am. I am looking forward to finding out who Pam really is.
Take care all and talk with you again soon. I am not sure if I can get to a computer over the weekend.
The short story is...I made some horrible choices over the last few months...put myself in danger..but now I am out and better.
My house has sold...I am sad to not own a home any more..but I know it is for the best.
My kids are living in Eastern OR with their grandparents why I get my life back on track and for their own safety. Jessica has 3 other girls in her class..and that is it. Wyatt has 8 kids in his class. And they both love their new school. They both seem so much more happy now.
I am currently living in a woman's shelter. I have had a stalking order filed against my abuser. I really like living in the shelter but I only have about 2 more weeks their before I have to get a place of my own. I feel very secure there.
I finally got a job. I have a full time job and a part time job. It is keeping me busy, but I really need the money and need to stay busy. I really miss my kids, but I know it is for the best.
My divorce should be finale in the next few months. My soon to be ex-husband and I are getting along really good. We agree that we have no desire to be married but want to remain friends. I am really happy with this arrangement. I am SO happy to be out of that marriage.
So now I am single and on my own. I am using this time to rediscover who I am. I am looking forward to finding out who Pam really is.
Take care all and talk with you again soon. I am not sure if I can get to a computer over the weekend.