not that anyone reads them... except maybe Michael... but he reads AND comments on everybody's... not that I mind. Thank you Michael! But I mainly blog for me... a way of getting all thats in my jumbled mind out ( Read more... )

I am really and truly losing my mind at this point in the game. I can raise no one on any of the hundred messengers I have. There is no one to calm me down or tell me I am overreacting. Why am I stuck here? Why? Cause I was stupid to believe in a man. I was stupid to believe that anyone could possibly love me. I was stupid to believe that I was ( Read more... )

So I have been doing absolutely nothing or so it seems. Life is the same as usual. Sometimes I am up, sometimes I am down. Things are okay on the married front. I think if I could beat him up with a shalaly stick I would be great. He does this one thing that I won't embaress him by repeating cause we all know what a wonderful caring and BEAUTIFUL ( Read more... )