I am really and truly losing my mind at this point in the game. I can raise no one on any of the hundred messengers I have. There is no one to calm me down or tell me I am overreacting. Why am I stuck here? Why? Cause I was stupid to believe in a man. I was stupid to believe that anyone could possibly love me. I was stupid to believe that I was ( Read more... )

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain. The only thing thats real.

"whats wrong with me? Why can't you love me?"
arms spread out gesturing; "What's there to love?"

What's there to love what's there to lovewhat'stheretolove?

"You should have never had your kids, you can't take care of them, you're a bad mother."What's ( Read more... )