I'm the girl that usually lets everything go. If a guy doesn't like me that's fine, no matter how much I might like him. But I don't want to have to see it
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This week has really kind of sucked to be honest. Besides Wednesday with David Cook's cd premiering that night and ch-ch-chinatown inviting me to go to the AMA Red Carpet with her, this week really hasn't been all that great.
I spent $40 on gas and put probably close to 400 miles on my car in 2 days for you to end up on my flight. What a waste! At least I got to talk to you. And then you aimed me tonight. That was new. Cause you NEVER aim me. I always end up aiming you. I hope that means things are looking up. Now if I can just get up the balls to ask you to lunch.
I probably spent about $90. I probably drove about 400 miles. I probably was there about 15 hours. I probably sent about 20 texts. But for sure I spent 2 fucking days in Tacoma for you to not get it.
Every night this past week I've had dreams with either Bryan or Pierson and it's really starting to bug me. I hate how dreams can seem so real and you get everything you want... but in the end it's all for nothing. Ugh I'm sick of being lonely.