I will never end up like him behind my back I already am.
I'm the girl that usually lets everything go. If a guy doesn't like me that's fine, no matter how much I might like him. But I don't want to have to see it.
I was walking home from The Dark Knight with Lesley and I texted Jake to see what he was doing tonight. I sent a text that said something like "Hey are you doing anything tonight?" Then, literally 2 seconds later, I see these 3 guys walking out of Wendys and 2 of them I can immediately tell are my friends Jordan and Nate. I see one guy who is looking down and checking his phone and it looks like Jake but I can't tell for sure (Jake, Jordan and Nate are like bff so it would make sense they were all hanging out together). So I see said guy checking his phone like he's reading a fucking text message and then put his phone back in his pocket. So I end up missing the light but once I get across the street I'm like really close behind them and then I know for sure that it's Jake. JAKE FUCKING SAW MY TEXT AND REJECTED IT. I didn't yell to them because I didn't know if that would be weird and I was carrying a bunch of booze with me and I kind of wanted to get them home and put them in the fridge and not have to deal with any awkwardness.
I understand rejecting a text isn't like rejecting me personally, but to see it like that made me feel that way. And I really like him. :(
I'm trying my best not to cry right now because I am not that girl. But I'm not going to lie, it's really hard.
I was walking home from The Dark Knight with Lesley and I texted Jake to see what he was doing tonight. I sent a text that said something like "Hey are you doing anything tonight?" Then, literally 2 seconds later, I see these 3 guys walking out of Wendys and 2 of them I can immediately tell are my friends Jordan and Nate. I see one guy who is looking down and checking his phone and it looks like Jake but I can't tell for sure (Jake, Jordan and Nate are like bff so it would make sense they were all hanging out together). So I see said guy checking his phone like he's reading a fucking text message and then put his phone back in his pocket. So I end up missing the light but once I get across the street I'm like really close behind them and then I know for sure that it's Jake. JAKE FUCKING SAW MY TEXT AND REJECTED IT. I didn't yell to them because I didn't know if that would be weird and I was carrying a bunch of booze with me and I kind of wanted to get them home and put them in the fridge and not have to deal with any awkwardness.
I understand rejecting a text isn't like rejecting me personally, but to see it like that made me feel that way. And I really like him. :(
I'm trying my best not to cry right now because I am not that girl. But I'm not going to lie, it's really hard.