it's been a while since i've posted, but i've been super busy. josh has been staying at my house since he got kicked out by his asshat dad. he signed up for the army and gets sent to basic training soon. it's depressing, but i know that it's the best option that he has. well, it's kinda his only option. we've been having discussions about what's ( Read more... )

ok, so here's what's new ( Read more... )

so i've decided to give college a big ole' "fuck you!" and go to culinary school. i'll stay at valley another semester or two, then go on ahead to san diego. yippee!! i'll still be getting a bachelor's degree (in culinary management) so it's all good. now, anybody wanna give me scholarships and/or money? i'm going down to SD on augut 5th for an ( Read more... )

ick. medication #3- void due to allergic reaction. again. my foot itches so much i've scratched so hard, my veins are popping out and i can feel the blood running through them. yes, you did need to know that. got a lot off my chest with josh, mostly about school and work and meds. all of which suck. i've been in school straight since september. the ( Read more... )

it bugs me so much. he goes out after working and i'm glad he's got his friends and goes out with them and all, but it sucks. it sucks that i don't talk to him all day, and when we have time to talk he's out with his buddies. he goes out with them so much i've taken to calling one of them his boyfriend, and he gets mad. why should he? i mean, he ( Read more... )

i figured out what i want to do with my life.

oh, and that B in my math class magically turned into an A. sweet.

So today i went to go visit josh, since he had to work in the afternoon (he was originally going to come spend the day with me. stupid Lowe's.). we went out to go get some lunch and on the way back, a girl running with quite a large dog caught out eye. josh pointed her out, "hey look, that girl has an irish wolfhound..." as i looked over, he ( Read more... )

i got a B in my math class!! yay for passing the final, yay for passing the class!
and i got Santeria as a free ringtone. thanks cingular, lol.
i'm done.

I just need 54 points on my final to get a B in my math class. I'm excited, this semester isn't a complete failure. i registered for my classes for the fall already ( Read more... )

my head hurts and josh went to go play pool and doesn't have his phone on him and i feel like shit and my meds are sucking ass right now. they switched me from prednisone to hydroxychloroquine sulfate. it doesn't work. i feel swollen and drowzy and in pain and horrible. my back and legs have been hurting so bad. i need to call the doctor tomorrow ( Read more... )