im finally seeing i was the one worth leaving
fuckin. school sucks. and im really sick. and it just makes things like 456983 times worse. its so bad at night, and in the morning. yeah. spanish is a pretty nice thing to wake up to. argh. things suck right now. i dont know what to do anymore. i wish i coud put down in words how im feeling. i just feel like im failing people and people are failing me, and ugh. i dunno. i just wish i could slip into a coma for like a year... that'd be nice. to sleep. forever. i dont know. things just suck. and swim is killer. regionals are on friday and saturday. come? doubt it. no one ever does. its fucking lame. but if you'd like to its at Cactus Park Pool. homecoming = saturday. mikee and i are gonna go together, were fuckin awesome like that, were bf's =) it should be pretty fun. caroline may stay with me this weekend which would be wonderful cause i miss her soooo much. SO much. all i know. is taking back sunday is tomorrow. and that is the only wonderful going on in my life right now. if im dieing and soo sick. im still going. i wouldnt miss TBS for the world. oh and me ali are gonna play on friday, i more then excited. cause shes my support. and i love her. and i need so much support in my life right now. AH. none of this makes sense. but like i said i dont know how to say how im feeling. just horrible. thats all i know.
peace out.
tbs.. ahh. amazing. its whats gonna get me through the day tomorrow.
peace out.
tbs.. ahh. amazing. its whats gonna get me through the day tomorrow.