so take your tears and go away
noooo.. fall break is over =( everyone is like YAY! SCHOOL TOMORROW!.. what? you cant be excited for school. you just cant. cause im not. at all. i may not even go tomorrow. if i go i think i have like an emotional meltdown or something. i cant handle the stress anymore. whatever. what can you do. i cant wait for christmas break, thats all i know. im countin down the days. break was amazing though. i went to some amazing concerts.. met some really cool new people. and i got to see bickie ali goon bets and moo which was nice cause i never get to see them and i hate it. im so confused with some people though, and i just dont know what to say or to do or to think anymore. i wish sometimes i could just give up, and walk away. but i know that i cant. thats why i dont want to go to school because there is just some people who i dont want to face. and is this making any sense? probably not. argh. it was so nice not having my parents here for like 3 days. the freedom was awesome. and just so much less stressful without them breathing down my back about everything. i had so much fun with brian these past couple of days. we have sooo much fun whenever were together. i love us <3 =) were best friends for life.. *jealous?*
last night: bry came and got me and ofcourse we went to our usual Marriot on Scottsdale, obviously. we bumped to our system on the way there. and we got there and it was really weird cause like there was a HS reunion and a homecoming. it was strange. cause were so used to going there, and having it be DEAD. cause its like 1:30 in the morning? haha.. yeah. but we got thurr and just messed around. we sucked helium (sp?) out of these balloons and scared the waiter but oh well we had a jolly good time killing whales by letting the balloons into the air. haha. then we went into our usual meeting room and there was all these homecoming decorations like these sparkly crowns and 94537 balloons so we took them all. omg. we had SOOOOOOOO many balloons it was so wonderful. it felt SO good to laugh that much =) i love bry. so yep and i decided that the balloons were perfect for my moms baby shower today. so it was SUCHHH a struggle getting these balloons back to my house, i held like 94537 of these mofos out the window omg it was hilarious all these cars just kepy honking and glaring at us, and were like in these crowns haha it was wonderful. so yeah then bry took me to erics and i had a jolly good time there. i was babysitting all these drunk boys. it was cute. haha mat and toby and i were watching showtime at the apollo WHAT WHAT!! haha it was funny. and then everyone left, and josh and i spooned and went to bed. it was nice being by someone. we had a really good conversation and he made me realize a lot of stuff. hes such a great person. and i love having him in my life. i just wish i knew what to do.. argh dsingurewng7w4engetb7ewbg
regionals for swim this week!! sweet!!
homecoming on friday.. am i going? i derno.
TAKING BACK SUNDAY ON WEDNESDAY! OMG IM SO DAMN EXCITED, YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW. <333333
alright. sorry this is all just bullshit. good break though. ew school. bye love you all
last night: bry came and got me and ofcourse we went to our usual Marriot on Scottsdale, obviously. we bumped to our system on the way there. and we got there and it was really weird cause like there was a HS reunion and a homecoming. it was strange. cause were so used to going there, and having it be DEAD. cause its like 1:30 in the morning? haha.. yeah. but we got thurr and just messed around. we sucked helium (sp?) out of these balloons and scared the waiter but oh well we had a jolly good time killing whales by letting the balloons into the air. haha. then we went into our usual meeting room and there was all these homecoming decorations like these sparkly crowns and 94537 balloons so we took them all. omg. we had SOOOOOOOO many balloons it was so wonderful. it felt SO good to laugh that much =) i love bry. so yep and i decided that the balloons were perfect for my moms baby shower today. so it was SUCHHH a struggle getting these balloons back to my house, i held like 94537 of these mofos out the window omg it was hilarious all these cars just kepy honking and glaring at us, and were like in these crowns haha it was wonderful. so yeah then bry took me to erics and i had a jolly good time there. i was babysitting all these drunk boys. it was cute. haha mat and toby and i were watching showtime at the apollo WHAT WHAT!! haha it was funny. and then everyone left, and josh and i spooned and went to bed. it was nice being by someone. we had a really good conversation and he made me realize a lot of stuff. hes such a great person. and i love having him in my life. i just wish i knew what to do.. argh dsingurewng7w4engetb7ewbg
regionals for swim this week!! sweet!!
homecoming on friday.. am i going? i derno.
TAKING BACK SUNDAY ON WEDNESDAY! OMG IM SO DAMN EXCITED, YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW. <333333
alright. sorry this is all just bullshit. good break though. ew school. bye love you all