why cant you look me in the eyes and tell me what you want?
last night was sooo amazing. seeing adam lazzara completely.. made like.. my year. it was nice meeting michelle, erika, and lexy as well. it was so nice seeing christine again too. i missed her so much. we had such a good time. i love taking back sunday. fall out boy was really good too. matchbook romance wasnt that good.. im not gonna lie [haha toni] so yep. i got home at like 12 and crashed. but since im sick and stressed and tired i just kept waking up like every hour and laying there for like 10 minutes. it really sucked. school was hell today cause i was so tired. but my mommy came and got me at 12 and i went to sonic and then to the ortho. OWWWW.. MY TEETH HURT SOOO BAD!! but im in my 18 out 21 *supposedley* ... oh well. ill get them off soon enough. soon enough. then i went to swim. it was raining hard and effin freezing. the pool was STEAMING. it looked so cool.
it was amazing swimming today. just soo killer cause im so sick and tired.. but still very cool. i told my mom i was having trouble sleeping and she asked me if i was having problems or anything.. and i really wanted to just like breakdown and tell her everything. but since im so secretive about everything, and i tend to bottle things up i just said "no." argh.. things are just getting worse and worse.
i get to leave school tomorrow at 10:30 for swim regionals *jealous?*.. wish us luck!
xoxo <3 me
ps. if you wanna come to regionals on saturday its @ cactus park pool @ es la una.. aka 1:00. please go guys.
it was amazing swimming today. just soo killer cause im so sick and tired.. but still very cool. i told my mom i was having trouble sleeping and she asked me if i was having problems or anything.. and i really wanted to just like breakdown and tell her everything. but since im so secretive about everything, and i tend to bottle things up i just said "no." argh.. things are just getting worse and worse.
i get to leave school tomorrow at 10:30 for swim regionals *jealous?*.. wish us luck!
xoxo <3 me
ps. if you wanna come to regionals on saturday its @ cactus park pool @ es la una.. aka 1:00. please go guys.