the next step is a massacre

[theskunxrule]

ok, so i'm still pissed. today i'm pissed off for different reasons though. i was leaving work after changing into a pair of jeans and a shirt, and as i was leaving, some baggers laughed at me cause of what i was wearing. i hate them. one of them wants to shave me head cause my hair is blue. my question is why the fuck do you care? courtneys a lying bitch. i dont trust her for 2 seconds. fucking 2 faced bitch think she can tell one person something, and one person another. and she goes on talking about how many guys shes fucked and how good she can suck dick. thats great, nothing i like hearing about more than how big a slut she is. hows about she eat shit and die? and grant overexaggerates everything. everythings a big deal to him, and in reality, it isnt that big of a deal at all. and stuff he thinks is cool, he thinks no one would care. he thinks that while were eating root beer floats in back, and stan fucking levandowski comes back there, stan would probably laugh at us for wasting company time and money. yeah, then i woke up. whatever i guess. on the bright side, i got a call from corecomm, which is extremely good, i have yet to call them back, but i hope theyre giving me a chance. i've heard mixed reviews of this place, some people say its great, some say it sucks balls. oh well. heres how i look at it. i want out of my house. if i get a full time job, i can do that. but till then, till i find some sort of leverage in my life, till i find some sort of happiness in my miserable fucking existence, i'm gonna sit here and whimper like a puppy with a sore paw. i've been this way for the past week or so. i've barely slept the past 4 nights. i've been able to, i just havent. i cant. not till i find that leverage i want so badly.

i think i'll settle down tonight with some fucking up of my body and impalement. i think i'm gonna get my tattoo this friday, i'm gonna go price around tomorrow. anyone know anywhere good to go?

see ya in the pit,
~Zäk