why oh why, saint christophalus?
I.
AM EATING.
FUDGE.
OHYEAHIPWNYOUALL.
on a totally unrelated sidenote, athena? I got your christmas card.
ADORABLE~ *FLAIL*
I like the holly dreidels.
and my different christmas tree.
and the picture of naruto. :D
thanks, sweetums!
all right.
so I had a MAJOR ADHD attack today. a fairly...ah...violent one. >.> as in, I randomly decided it would be funny to punch princess. lightly, thankfully. but I just sat there and punched his arm and giggled hysterically while doing so. smashed my head against the table a couple of times, but that hurt. gathered together all the little mandala pieces the magic players use to...do...something. and then sat there and stared at them for a solid half hour. freaked out on people for shaking the table. hissed at them when they tried to talk to me.
it was bad enough I had to listen to the hellsing soundtrack to calm myself down.
so yeah.
now, I realize I have problems. I think my friends realize they have problems, but I'm not sure. because there are certain things about them that bug me that they do ceaselessly, and I think they'd be better people if they changed one or two little things about themselves.
princess, steph, sarah...they all hold grudges for far too long, princess and steph especially. the two of them are still angry at someone for something that happened at the beginning of the semester, and they do their best to make that person's life miserable. sarah...well, she's better about it. she gets irritated, and she talks to people about it. if they still don't listen, it'll get her to the point where she REALLY flips out (which takes a LOT of effort), and then...uhm...>.> yeah.
serena? seems to have this problem of leaning too much on other people for support. tammy has issues with prioritizing things. fluffy...let's just say he's got problems.
now, me? I know I have problems, besides my ADHD. and I'm doing my best to change them so that they're, at least, not quite as bad. everyone else? doesn't even seem to really NOTICE, or realize that they should change things.
AM EATING.
FUDGE.
OHYEAHIPWNYOUALL.
on a totally unrelated sidenote, athena? I got your christmas card.
ADORABLE~ *FLAIL*
I like the holly dreidels.
and my different christmas tree.
and the picture of naruto. :D
thanks, sweetums!
all right.
so I had a MAJOR ADHD attack today. a fairly...ah...violent one. >.> as in, I randomly decided it would be funny to punch princess. lightly, thankfully. but I just sat there and punched his arm and giggled hysterically while doing so. smashed my head against the table a couple of times, but that hurt. gathered together all the little mandala pieces the magic players use to...do...something. and then sat there and stared at them for a solid half hour. freaked out on people for shaking the table. hissed at them when they tried to talk to me.
it was bad enough I had to listen to the hellsing soundtrack to calm myself down.
so yeah.
now, I realize I have problems. I think my friends realize they have problems, but I'm not sure. because there are certain things about them that bug me that they do ceaselessly, and I think they'd be better people if they changed one or two little things about themselves.
princess, steph, sarah...they all hold grudges for far too long, princess and steph especially. the two of them are still angry at someone for something that happened at the beginning of the semester, and they do their best to make that person's life miserable. sarah...well, she's better about it. she gets irritated, and she talks to people about it. if they still don't listen, it'll get her to the point where she REALLY flips out (which takes a LOT of effort), and then...uhm...>.> yeah.
serena? seems to have this problem of leaning too much on other people for support. tammy has issues with prioritizing things. fluffy...let's just say he's got problems.
now, me? I know I have problems, besides my ADHD. and I'm doing my best to change them so that they're, at least, not quite as bad. everyone else? doesn't even seem to really NOTICE, or realize that they should change things.