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Sep 17, 2004 04:24

There was an earthquake last night. I was with Cristoff and Eva when the earth started to shake. They kinda looked at me like huh? I forgot they weren't from here. I told them to get into a doorway. After it stopped I asked them to please take me to Nick. I really needed to see him. Before the earth had started to shake, I had told them what was wrong with me. They kept saying it wasn't my fault. I want to believe them. I want to believe them with all my heart. But I think they just like me and are being nice to me.

School has been canceled and Momma and Daddy are taking us out of town. I panicked thinking they would try and keep me from Nick. I can't be away from him. Not now. I went to see Nick tonight. He had a plan to save me from Josh. He wanted to wish him human. I had forgotten about the wish. And wonder if...Can't think about that right now. Marcus convinced him to do it at Maddys so that she could arrest him. Nicks other plan probably would have ended hurting him more mentally if he had gone through with it. Nick agreed. I made him promise to just wish him human and have Maddy arrest him.

I was so scared when I summoned him. When he appeared I was frozen and I couldn't say anything. Nick wouldn't stop yelling at him. I was so scared that Josh was going to say something back to Nick and Nick would see me for what I really am. But he went after Nick and Maddy interviened. Then Josh hit her and the Army brought him to the ground. They arrested him.

It's done. I guess. I just. I've thought it was done before and he's come back. I don't have much faith that it wont happen again. Nick thinks I am upset with him. For breaking his promise. I'm actually proud of him. He wasn't afraid of Josh. He said what he had to say. And he saved me again, like he promised. Thats the promise I'm glad he kept. Plus who am I to be mad about not being able to keep promises. When I can home I found out that The Bakers had convinced my parents into letting me go with them. We leave tomorrow. I already started packing.

But before I go theres is something I have to do.

*goes down stairs quietlt so not to wake anyone. Grabs Moms car keys, since it's parked on the street. Starts car and head to Army base*
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