She leaves me impromptu notes on my bedroom pillow, or in my horn case, patiently waiting to surprise me when I next lie down or get ready to play music.  She decorates my memory with her smile and makes time take refuge with each kiss ( Read more... )

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Tick-tock, tick-tock. Time both blesses and conspires against me; there's always too much and not enough of the stuff. I'm discovering more and more, thanks to my lady; we're both nervous and excited for the change that is about to take place in our lives together. I'm in love with her and eager to see what life on Commercial Drive is like ( Read more... )

We met.  We spoke.  I realize what I did that was wrong and why; this is a relationship, which means trusting our hearts to each other.  She knows my fears and understands them.

Of course I'm afraid.  We both are.  But maybe being afraid isn't a good enough reason or excuse not to take a chance on happiness.  And I am happier with her than I have ( Read more... )

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Other girlfriends: What are you doing, looking at porn???

My girlfriend: What are you doing, looking at porn without your glasses???

At work, but I wish I wasn't. It's been just over a month of delight now, and all I want to do is be closer to her. I even find myself wondering what it would be like to live with her. All this after only one month.

One month.She's sick at (her) home right now. I spent yesterday afternoon and last night with her, as she suddenly developed a ( Read more... )

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Spent much of last night tossing and turning, thanks to my subconscious. My past came back to haunt me repeatedly while attempting to sleep, causing me to wake up in the wee hours, disoriented, trying to remember which life is real. In my dreams I no longer tolerate their behaviour towards me, but every time I actively try to resist I am ( Read more... )

Spent last night in her company, two small bottles of sparkling wine in my possession for us to share; as of yesterday we had been seeing each other for two weeks and I felt the urge to mark this occasion.  I like surprising her in small ways.  We spent part of our time together curled up in bed watching 'Firefly,' laughing and swooning with geek ( Read more... )