back from girlfriend's and glowing like auroras in the night.

so i was thinking: ive always been the one that got away. always been the one they didnt forget, remembered long after. the one they called, tried to get back in touch with. 5, 7, 10 years later. just after getting married. just before getting married. just after having gone through breakups... childbirth... divorce... life changes... illness. ( Read more... )

unproductive day... without chat to boot. what did i do? no one knows for sure. feel drained for no good reason. sluggish. not so unusual nowadays but negative nonetheless. no fab to be seen which seems to indicate that he wants to play cat and mouse again. i can do that, havent we played that game all along? perhaps hes trying to punish me for ( Read more... )