omg. it's still here. it's almost surprising.

the weather sucks here in antarctica. but the view is nice.

there's a naked man in my bed.

he's been fooled into thinking that beautiful, artistic crips in wheelchairs are just like other women.

poor boy?

ps:
no wonder nobody uses lj anymore.
it's gone to hell. all i see is fucking russians

the majority of people is so fucking boring. it's frightening. sometimes just stunning, the degree of mediocrity all around.
i want to shake them. the masses. into consciousness. make them do something with the little lives they've been given. but hey. i know it's hopeless.
for most anyway. it's been confirmed countless times.

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it's been suggested that i've lived fast & that i've lived a lot already & in some way may have crammed a whole lifetime of experiences into my first 25 years. entirely possible. & maybe it was meant to be that way. maybe something inside me knew what was coming.

The Life Experience Test
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saw damon for lunch and lost tish as he seemed to be okay with the setup. he was.
regular people would probably call it a successful date.

fired the filipino bitch of a care assistant this morning. good riddance.

its been a long time since i felt like coming here. have journalled offline, a scrapbook of sorts. someday i may have it sent to him, all the way across the ocean. that'll be the day he'll understand.

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so its almost christmas. how odd.
i dont know what happened to 2006, it just came and went. looks like im here to stay. the boy will be here soon. the lover will be entertaining other people. ahh, the joys of christmas in goddessland.

alone on the planet today. curtains drawn, lines cut off, alone with myself and my shadow. she knows when to leave me alone; to just appear for bare necessaties. we've become a team, i picture warrior goddesses; almost chuckle. nice thought anyway. each of us fighting her very own battle. so different.. yet not.

and...

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lots happened; all good for a change. days ago, ad acta, highly theoretical 'us' hopped/powerwheeled back on the old merrygoround. & so, the saga continues: the goddess and her foreign lover. great vessels on grand waters, cruising along accessibly. to me. rather nice thought it is -- beloved seas involved. strong personalities, clashing, reuniting ( Read more... )

deleted my profile from another site that turned out to be pointless. there are too many of them. go see your real life friends instead. tell them you appreciate them. will any of the online people actually give a fuck in the end? thats the one question we should all answer for ourselves.


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