foreign lovers, elders, battles, breathe

Nov 19, 2006 03:55

lots happened; all good for a change. days ago, ad acta, highly theoretical 'us' hopped/powerwheeled back on the old merrygoround. & so, the saga continues: the goddess and her foreign lover. great vessels on grand waters, cruising along accessibly. to me. rather nice thought it is -- beloved seas involved. strong personalities, clashing, reuniting.. yes, it was me. i hold the power. the magic stick. the honor, earned. my life in my hand. unknown places, digits, vistas to him.

meanwhile: he who is near wants to.. fully commit. chivalry dead? not here. though i must not. cannot. will not. theres got to be more. mOrE. MORE!, goddamn it, people! safety nets have never been my cup of tea. {...and look where it got you!, i hear her say. she, one of the elders, her voice turned constant critic}. im too old a daughter, i reply. experience, worldliness. been through too much to still care what you say. & she knows, of course.

and then: tiny earthquakes gone medium battles... w-o-n, on the ventilated front. im weaning. more to come i shall hope. and so


me, feeling accomplished, fab, the boy, self, about me, family, gimpiness, battles, life

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