Well isn't that Nice!
Things are CRAZY. I don’t even know which way is up any more. I had a procedure done at the hospital on Wednesday; They put me to sleep and stuck A camera down my throat to see what the deal is with me always being sick all the time. Well I was out until the last few minutes WHEN I FELT EVERYTHING. I felt them pull the camera out of my stomach.... all the way. I felt is scraping my mouth and throat as it came out. And I freaked out. I wasn't aware of my freaking out at first and than the nurse was like... "Why are you crying?" (Now that I can think back, If I was Able to talk I would have been like, its pretty scary to have something pulled out of you when you are sleeping) But I was having a panic attack. HARD CORE.
They kept asking me what would calm me down; I kept telling them to Get Kris. They told me I couldn't see him until I Settled down, and that made me more upset. My Heart rate was Sky High, they were Worried about that. But than finally they decided that It was time to Bring Kris in. And almost immediately after I was fine. Its like Jeez, I have total strangers staring at me, I just felt something ripped out of me and I was whacked out of it.... what do you think I was upset for. Ass Holes.
Kris said when he came in they were frantic to get my heart rate down, and I was sobbing shaking and I couldn't breath. He was like "I knew you were having a panic attack, but they didn't seem to care to ask me to help." So He just held my hand and talked to me and I calmed right down.... Now if they had brought him in; in the first place, than we could have a voided all that shit, but you know doctors *insert eye roll here*
So I found Out I have a hi-atle hernia and a ulcer in my esophagus. The hernia is when the acid valve stays open and too much acid is allowed into your stomach. So They Gave me Pills, However I CANNOT GET THEM UNTIL PROBABLY TUESDAY BECAUSE MY INSURANCE COMPANY HAS TO TALK WITH MY DOCTOR TO MAKE SURE I NEED THEM. Its like why would he have prescribed them If I didn't ass holes? Ugh
On top of that I have no money because Of Christmas. I love and Hate this season... After today, and ALL my shopping is done, Maybe I can relax, but until than, I have to wait and see. I just want to like zone out and chill, but there is way too much to do to be able to do that.