Jan 30, 2006 22:25
This is called sometimes and will be intirely free flowing unscripted what ever comes to my mind right at this moment will be written.
Sometimes I think i am crazy as well i know thats what you are thinking about me. It is ok to think that perhaps i am to some degree but to say and know that i am crazy is weird. Dont you think it is I speak my mind and say things that come out like drunk vomit words. I really dont know how this is going to turn out, so far i think this writing sucks and i really just want to delete it. Sometimes I think you dont ever understand me. If we have faith in each other then we can be strong. I think i battle myself a lot more than i really should, sometimes i think i think way too much. Sometimes i wish i were the person inside i see in me. Sometimes we just don't get what we dream about. Sometimes shit happens to the good people and the bad prosper. Sometimes its very hard to see the light and we just fall deeper into the hole that we have dug. Sometimes pain is all you will find. Sometimes we do have to be jerks and assholes if you want to be remembered. Sometimes 15 mintues just isn't enough of fame. Sometimes I should just say fuck it who cares what you think. Sometimes being alone is good and sometimes it feels like shit. Sometimes you just have to say woosaw. Sometimes I drink way too much just to forget things from my past that i don't want others to know. Sometimes I feel sorry for people i don't know just because i see them on the inside and know how and what they are feeling. Sometimes i smile, frown, gaze, cry, and laugh. Sometimes giving up is easy to do but I don't.