forgot i still had this, I got caught up in myspace blog.
Letting my feelins OUT!
Ok here's the blog people have wanted me to post and I will do it because I am tired of hiding my feelings and caring what other people think about me or what I think. What is on my mind at the moment? That's a good question to ask I ask myself the same question a lot. Driving home tonight I had it all planned out what I was going to say and how I was going to say it. But that is out the window now. I will start pretty much how I always start. You know we treat ourselves like we are indestructible the human form is fragile from birth and until death. I hear people say I want to die in my sleep. I will tell you I have almost died in my sleep 4 times I was scared but for some reason I did not let go. Death is not a good part of life but it is a fact of life that we must all face. When I was a kid I was scared to death of dieing. I had to see people about it because it was that bad. All I am saying is that death in any form is bad no matter which way you go out. For those of you that know my dream is coming true, I will produce two movies this year and then direct another one the following year.
Do you ever feel like something is missing still?
This is the order I live my life
Love God
Love and protect my family/friends any means necessary
My career
Find Love but, when I do find it, it would be up at #2 with family
That's the order I try to live by. I have seen my life as a big head cocky motherfucker and I vow not to return to that. I lost who I was as a person and stopped caring for others and mainly my family. Sad days I was living with many tears that could have filled a lake to over spill.
Look I know I am a quite person and I know I shouldn't judge others by thinking that they would never understand me or what I am coming from. I just didn't give anyone a chance to understand me. For that I am sorry, I will give anyone a chance that is willing to listen to me.
Ponder this for a sec "We are all connected through an electrical current that we can't see but we can feel with emotions, our mind and heart, we are the same we just make differences between us."
I have much more to say but this is enough for now.
Peace in the Middle West, East, North, or South wherever it's the worst.
Ok here's the blog people have wanted me to post and I will do it because I am tired of hiding my feelings and caring what other people think about me or what I think. What is on my mind at the moment? That's a good question to ask I ask myself the same question a lot. Driving home tonight I had it all planned out what I was going to say and how I was going to say it. But that is out the window now. I will start pretty much how I always start. You know we treat ourselves like we are indestructible the human form is fragile from birth and until death. I hear people say I want to die in my sleep. I will tell you I have almost died in my sleep 4 times I was scared but for some reason I did not let go. Death is not a good part of life but it is a fact of life that we must all face. When I was a kid I was scared to death of dieing. I had to see people about it because it was that bad. All I am saying is that death in any form is bad no matter which way you go out. For those of you that know my dream is coming true, I will produce two movies this year and then direct another one the following year.
Do you ever feel like something is missing still?
This is the order I live my life
Love God
Love and protect my family/friends any means necessary
My career
Find Love but, when I do find it, it would be up at #2 with family
That's the order I try to live by. I have seen my life as a big head cocky motherfucker and I vow not to return to that. I lost who I was as a person and stopped caring for others and mainly my family. Sad days I was living with many tears that could have filled a lake to over spill.
Look I know I am a quite person and I know I shouldn't judge others by thinking that they would never understand me or what I am coming from. I just didn't give anyone a chance to understand me. For that I am sorry, I will give anyone a chance that is willing to listen to me.
Ponder this for a sec "We are all connected through an electrical current that we can't see but we can feel with emotions, our mind and heart, we are the same we just make differences between us."
I have much more to say but this is enough for now.
Peace in the Middle West, East, North, or South wherever it's the worst.