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theres points in your life that everything just sorta clicks. you realize the things in your life that you have done wrong or things you shouldn't have ever done. you realize how stupid you have been or how stupid you can be.
theres just points in your life you jsut wish you could go back and change so many things. that you could fix all your mistakes and make the world perfect. that you could back in time to the times when you were truly happy and life was 'perfect.'
but even with all those times you wish you could go back there is the points that you realize it was all worth it. you may not still like it but you know that without it your life wouldn't be the same.
i am at one of those first points. everything seems so bad and i want to go back. i guess i can only hope that at one time i will see it all to be worthwhile. but right now, all i want to do is go back. be that happy girl. be happy.
you try to live your life with no regrets, but i don't know if that is actually possible cuz no matter what there is that point when things just aren't right. and you regret something.
and now, with all the pain i just want to go back and try again.
but its not possible.
so. cheers: to the future. in hopes that life gets better. in hope that one day this will all seem worthwhile. but now, the cheer is nonexistent and all you want is the drink that follows.
theres just points in your life you jsut wish you could go back and change so many things. that you could fix all your mistakes and make the world perfect. that you could back in time to the times when you were truly happy and life was 'perfect.'
but even with all those times you wish you could go back there is the points that you realize it was all worth it. you may not still like it but you know that without it your life wouldn't be the same.
i am at one of those first points. everything seems so bad and i want to go back. i guess i can only hope that at one time i will see it all to be worthwhile. but right now, all i want to do is go back. be that happy girl. be happy.
you try to live your life with no regrets, but i don't know if that is actually possible cuz no matter what there is that point when things just aren't right. and you regret something.
and now, with all the pain i just want to go back and try again.
but its not possible.
so. cheers: to the future. in hopes that life gets better. in hope that one day this will all seem worthwhile. but now, the cheer is nonexistent and all you want is the drink that follows.